Always Thinking of U

ALL THE COUGHING IS KILLING MI

2006-08-24T01:32:00.000+08:00

{ALL THE COUGHING IS KILLING MI}

Boo!~ I'm back after quite some time of MIA
been realli busy to blog
exam round the corner
CONCENTRATE kimme girl

been coughing for the past erm i think 1 week
is kiling mi can
was at Liquid Kitchen wif Cinead jus now
i still drank cocktail can
drank *sex on the beach
ha wat a 'creative name' given
accompany with one free mocktail
*Jasmine Honey!
*cough and cough non-stop
is like pratically every sec can
it's so bad till my stomach mascle starts to cramp
ppl sitting around mi were like irritated by this sick poor gal
the other dae at the cinema too
watching 'THE breakup'
it was worse then
i kept pushing the cough down in my throat
trying not to cough
but the thing jus keep accumlating till i burst out
so distracting and disturbing
pity those who sat around mi
the 1st few daes was worst can
My mouth was moving but no voice came out
like watching tv with mute on
My ' good' classmate was so kind to mi
imitating mi all the way

I know Kenny's kindness towards mi
he even bought medicine sweet and drinks
for mi to consume to make my cough better
the other dae he called and told mi he brought the medicine for mi
and was at my house downstairs
i didn't wan to meet him at first
but in the end i did
is like less than 3 min
i took the medicine said a thankz
and went in my house
i dun wan him to give him false hope huh
he is a gd guy
but i cant accept
cause a long time ago there's one in mi
and it will only be him

Bing Bing my all time fav boi
ha~
always see him online then he will nag mi to drink honey
nag and nag and nag

*At Seoul Garden BIRTHDAE BOI

Warning : I am sensitive to fury stuff
esp to those beast whom cant keep their paws away
frm attached string
Side effect: try if u dare

-NDP-
so did u all manage to catch the firworks live?
well i did
i went to Marina South
for that short 15 min display
is worthwhile to wait
pretty colourful lights shooting up the sky

His name is Samuel I am his nipple's besti friend!!!

Hubby i am realli sorry

i think i am the worst gf can

i actually forgot my own bf's birthdae

and i din realise it until i read his birthdae wishes msg sent by his friend

i still asked ' todae your bdae meh?'

'ya' a faint replied

how dumb can i be ?

i felt like a slap across my face

that's an unforgettable gift he wish to have last

i was so guilty till i cried when we were eating our lunch

he did not even blame mi can

if we were to xchange roles i think i will ripped him apart if he ever

forget my bdae

a million sorry cant mend my mistake

hope this handmade cheesecake can help to ease a lil

he finished it all by himself *huggsss

nice?

hubby's body after laser sessionso painful!!

* there's something in my life i wish that can remain unchanged , dun wish to end up taking another road .

All these lil things we do

- yer sleeping face beside mi when i wake up

- patting mi till i sleep

- onli dishes porridege cooked for u

- heart shape pancake

- walk at the beach

- how u used to wait for mi to sneak out frm home

- fetch mi frm sch

- the 800 roses

- first parent meeting

- our first date

- slide show made for mi

- dinner cooked together

- staying by my side when i am ill

- bouquet bear frm u

- Precious moment figuring on our anniversary

- couple shirt bought together

- Mickey & Minnie soft toys

- couple cup on my birthdae

- gd nite kiss everynite

- yer touching e-mail

- morning msg that never fails to greet mi

- rose frm u on valentine's dae

- 3230 hp gift

- N70 hp gift

- our incomplete disney puzzle

- slippers for mi

- first christmas

- our dream home

-future children names

- u, dreaming of mi saying i do

means a lot to mi for the person is u

is getting hot in here

2006-08-07T01:46:00.000+08:00

{ Is Getting Hot in here}

running a fever jus now
feeling a lil better
suddenly have so much to say
dunno somehow have this feeling that we r drifting apart
maybe i am too sensitive
is hurting
whose the one that had changed
no idea
haiz

actually i did update last weekend stuff
but i kinda deleted it accidentally
shall do it now

ARAB STREET
went to arab street last last fri / sat
cant remember too
anyway i had my virgin strawberry sheesha
not very gd
jus netural
i know i am terrible in handling knifes and forks
i sux can
making a fool out of myself when i was eating the arab dishes can
ARggg
so glad that i am a Chinese
rice is the BEST
no potatoes can
after that went rounding
YIshun dammn the must go rounding list
racing bikes and cars can be seen on that nite
mostly is bikes
all the chinese were like so coward can
go there jus to show off their bikes
all the racer were pratically Malays can
their exhaust pipe is sure a WOW huh
anyway dun get to see much race that nite cause a lot of police car patrolling
saw a few pretty sexy with neon lights fixed on
shld have taken pics
perhaps next time when we go again

NExt distination erm i forgot the name
jus a curvy road
so shiok can moving at such fast speed
left right left right
saw sth which we dun wish to

LAST SAT
we were caught in the jam at MARINA SQUARE area can
participating in jamming com
from R&B to chinese to english to techno songs
Danny's car sound system power huh
with the LCD screen is like almost perfect
jammed for almost one hour before reaching Oasis
didn't want to sit JOhnny's car
cant stand his stucked up face
wait till u see our car
and u will hide in yer mama skirt and cry
ordered 6 dishes at Oasis which cost us $100++
so not worth it can
shld have go and eat Crystal Jadee
toking abt Crystal Jadee
i miss the shui jiao mian !! the shrimp paste chicken wings !!!
gonna eat it sometime this week

as usual took a long time to decide where to go
drove around
wanted to go to butter factory club but din manage to find the place
so we went to Coco latte
booked tables there already
but then is like so quiet on that dae
so changed place to Rush
saw the last person i wanted to see
Wei xiong !!
i could not recognise him at all
he came over and asked if i remember him
i was like 'NO'
jus now he realli pissed mi off can
kept calling and msging mi non-stop
pls la it's so obvious that i dun wish to be yer friends
i dun wish to degrade myself to being with such friend
i am not trying to be mean
but u realli forced mi to spelled it out so clearly jus now k
cant blame mi
enough of this pest
yup Happy bdae MAo mao
ha hope u enjoyed yerself at RUSH
lolx
the 2 drunked girls were surprisely weaker than mi on that dae
ha ~
vomitting like mad
then i still mus call Wayne to open the door for Chaim
ha ~
Seeing Wayne reminds mi of the diamond necklaces and French restaurant
cant believe that i am his valentine date before
anyway there's no chemistry b/w us huh
jus friends will do

no pic uploaded for this post
too lazy
gonna sleep le
tomorrow have CARC lab test

spitting

2006-07-27T13:17:00.000+08:00

{spitting}

Having PRSP lesson now

have a spit headache

Argg!! have not been sleeping well last few nite

so bored so bored

i am playing real hard recently

neglacted my studies

jus not in the mood for studies

.......dead kim......

updates

2006-07-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

{updates}

is time for mi to update again
sch is getting busier for mi
goodbye to our honeymoon
hate assignment can

Last Fridae was our duedate for FNDB assignment
and the whole IT sch was like so busy
everyone rushing to finish the crazy assigment
Miss Nami ( our FNDB's teacher ) is everyone's guardian angel can
without her i think most of the assignment will bound to make in a mess
C130 is teacher's pet class
ha~
I am glad that the assignment is over
was a heavy burden to all of us
another nightmare approaching soon and that's the PRSP assignment
AHHHHHH!!!!
assignment nightmares!!!

-LIQUID-
Last Sat met up with Cinead
took 36 to town
met a few friends of hers there
Wei nan is a real freak can
get a rough idea of this guy frm cinead

a pic of him cant really see his chest will make u go ouch ouch ouch

the brothers always so bored
mao mao so poor thing
stuck with them
hate johnny stuck up attitude can
so wat if he got his car's licence
big deal !
purposely show off when he meet up with us
pls la wait till we get our cars
and u can forever hide yer cars at home
ya ya papaya

when we were sitting at Rocky Master
mi and cinead dunno where to go
Wei Nan offered to go Zouk
but the both of us dun realli like the place
a lot of regulars
furthermore we dun we go future
so small
then in the end joined tatshihiro and friends the guys

dun see their face like guai guai typeman in disguise body arts all over them

at LIQUID
woah~
i like it
quite fun
then there's these bunch of nerdy 4 eyed frogs
who tot that they are super charming
came and tok to mi when i was dancing
erm ' u r frm TP right?' asked nerdy guy 1
mi: ya ( not a bit interested at all attitude)
a while later
' u frm IT sch right?'
freak la
can they leave mi alone
i like so pai seh lo
to tok to them
they tot wat
answer and question time ?
Hello ! wat the..
not the way to get gals can finally i cant stand it dragged Cinead to the toilet with mi Come on la ! i know LIQUID is not that big but i dun think is that small too guess wat?saw the bunch of nerds again after we came out of the ladies Argggso we quickly squeeze into the crowd hoping that they could not spot us too late they spotted us so i trying to be nice and stay calm*act surprise when spotted'hello! u again har!'after treating mi a glass of vodka coke we quickly went to find the boys supper at MS coffee shop after that Rush still the same so many Lians and Bengs eeeeeeeeeEEEEEEWhile on the way home reaching suntec the ECP exit cinead suddenly wan to go meet danny and friends so ok lo we U-turn back to town notti leonard dunno out of where popped out a gal with him still dare ask mi and cinead dun let him out in front of his gf all guys r like that tian xia de wu ya yi ban heiLeslie another one i pity Jenniferslacked there for awhile before heading homemet Adrian there too been quite sometime since i saw him ha~ he got his bike licence tooanother addition rounding partnerWei Xiong drove mi home the only xtra who drive car i like a bit scare scare can he was driving quite fast with only one handi notice that all triangle plate driver love to drive super fast so weird the 2 of us only i pretended to sleep dunno wat to say to him ZZZzzz till the next morning -SUN-ate Tepanyaki for dinner with dearie my favhad a puff after ttwhile smking a lady came to approached at first i tot she was a officer or wat wanna check my IC my heart skipped a bit then i realised i was 18 le hor wat's wrong ha~ silly mi once bitter twice shy was caught for underage smking before ma anyway she is jus doing a survey on female smoker after the survey she thank mi with a NTUC $5 voucher never tot of being a smoker will have such advantage ya ha~ exchanged for a free tub of ice-cream*happy

mi!!!

my cutie pie

Jus another dae

2006-07-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

{Jus another dae}

MOS Party - Kris's Bdae

HAPPY BIRTHDAE kris
finally all of the sistaz had hit 18
We are no longer dang nian de xiao mei mei anymore
where we have to keep to the curfew set by our parents
as time goes by venue of our outing had change too
frm Marina South to Crystal Jade
frm sky Garden to Clubbing
frm taxi and bus to car and motorcycle
ha~
however there's sth that we remain
and that's our sistazship
our high tea date are yet to fulfill huh

that nite at MOS was fun
normally clubbers club becoz
1) to drink
2) to dance
3) to seek new faces
Well all of the above cant seem to find in us that nite
ha~
we were enjoying a free live 'almost sex' show
is true!!!
this is how it goes
at first we were standing at the bar drinking
next we saw a half emptied table
so we went to occupy it
followed by the interesting part
the live show started like this
let us first name the female lead horny bitch
and of course the other half is know as the horny bastard
There , let mi continue from where i stopped
Horny Bitch was at the table beside us ( less than 0.5m away)
she was dancing like erm... as her name given 'bitch'
swaying her hand away like Monkey
trying to act as sexy as possible to catch the guys attentions ard her
and obviously she failed terribly
ya she have another lil bitch friend (friend is v. short)
was too dancing like she was possesed
together they made a great show for ppl around them
the most irking part is they were like so desperate till the lil bitch sort of help the horny bitch lick her breast
can u picture this scene?
ok , probably the horney bitch got tired after dancing with lil bitch
she head target towards a super fat ah pui
he is dammn fat can
can say the fastest in person in MOS k
she was obviously trying to arouse the ah pui by
dancing her 'sexy dance' and touching him all over
but the ah pui like no reaction
perhaps is his fats that made him have poor sense of touch
ha~
so again she change target this time with 2 guy
one is an ang moh (he is the only whose's looks almost make it )
the other 1 is our horny bastard ( finally out)
dancing dancing
Horny Bitch seems to be more interested in the Ang Moh
but the Ang Moh was turned off by her stupid face
so he stopped dancing after sometime
next came the main point
the horny bastard + horny bitch = super horny
lolx~
they was touching each other all over
from up to down
down to up
then came the heat of fire
French kissing fiercely
Muackz Smuackz *
step by step
horny bastard started kissing her neck
her chest
finally her breast
RIGHT IN FRONT OF US AND SO MANY OTHERS PAIR OF EYES
i think if public allow ppl to have sex freely
i bet 100% they will surely make out
bitchy us were treating down like our entertaining monkeys
danny even go over to them saying ' come on yeah ' *clap hands
they was not a bit shame can
the gal face is like kanna bang by the lorry several times can
after that the horney guy came over to us and wanted to flirt with us
hey fucked off
we conned his liquor before that
ha so gong
seeing that he dun stand a single chance with us sistaz
he went back to his horny bitch
can u believe wat he was doing ?
he was carrying horney bitch up
with her ** touching his **
they are obviously trying to make out with their clothes on
we got bored over watching the show
went to dance awhile dance floor packed like mad can
Danny was like hugging mi cinead and kris
becoz the guys dancing was trying to get fresh with us
is like so dancing lo
too packed already
then came a target
a old Ang Moh
trying to catch our attention
since he wan it we give him huh
' HEy todae is her birthdae * pointing to kris* treat her a drink ya'
said danny
bla h blah blah dunno wat the ang moh saying
we jus simply nod our head pretend we understand
then he asked how much is a drink
i quickly replied $50
then we slipped off
spend the 50 bucks on mac supper and cab fare
leaving the Ang Moh waiting for us

=x

* shld have taken the pic of those bitchy couple

Birthdae muackzsorry jane yer face got cut off

Sky Garden

i love this room of MOS

Swing SwingMos

Enjoying

The Retro Room

Bdae gal and mi
can u see whose the xtra behind?

Self-protrait

We simply love the toiletss

Full-length Kim

I'm addicted to World Cup

2006-06-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

{I'm addicted to World Cup}

Banana milk .. sip sip
not that bad after all ya
sudden crave for milky

Let's all shout Hurray for Argentina
with a score of 6-0
beautiful huh
kanna trash ya
ha~
I'm now addicted to World Cup can
last time when i was still a total soccer noob watcher
i cant stay till the full time
now!
a total change
tuning to www.livescore.com
www.asiabookie.com
everynow and then
ha!
i have a common topic with dearie now
at last! he mus be thinking ya
well at first i tried very hard to understand in order to speak a common language with him
eventually i start to think i is not so boring after all
esp if u r betting
well~ mus draw a line to our limit .. jus for fun

next match starting soon
wish mi luck
Mexico Go Go Go!!!

.BIrthdae celebration Part 1 & 2

2006-06-11T12:32:00.000+08:00

{BIrthdae celebration Part 1 & 2}

11-06-06
18 months Anniversary not Happy 18 months Anniversary
u guys always say that girls are creatures that are hard to comprehend
is it so?
or jus an execuses for yer inattentiveness
in the first place did u all try real hard to understand ?
i bet no
Well then shut the farkling comment of us gals
* roll eyes *
shut this topic

* Birthdae Celebration Part 1*
On my actual birthdae
i celebrated with him, ah hwa and mavis
My birthdae was almost ruin again
dun mentioned it again
i dun wanna be reminded
wanted to bust under the evening sun to East Coast with him
However we saw my dad's driver when we was heading out of the carpark
and he offered us a ride
so thankz ya
due to our communication breakdown as usual
we stopped at the bicycle rental shop
and after getting down
i emphasize after GETTING DOWN THE CAR
he started saying i tot we going canoing first
dammn
then before that i asked u
u said ' ya go cycling first then canoe'
wat the %&^5*6%8%4
then we went to ask the straight-faced rental aunty
( her face looks like she have not smiled for a million years)
'erm execuse mi aunty do u know how long will it take to reach the canoing rental booth'
then she start to reply us in a buay song manner
' is at the hawker there right .... mus walk very far la ... at least 1/2 an hour '
OH MY ~
for a city ppl like us who seldom exercise ,walking for 1/2 an hour equal to breaking our legs
so we quickly rang for ah hwa who was on the cab meeting us
ask him to fetch us to the the canoe booth
AT LAST
alight the cab
cooling wind with the blue sea greeting mi erases all my pisses

Castle belong to ?

Of course the prince and princess

Hey wake up! stop daydreaming

A sand castle is more than enough . . . still Prince & Princess . .

* frowning *

-Canoe-
Warning to gals :::: Do not shower at there!!
the shower room is like made up of a few blocks of walls
and ppl who are above 1.7m tall can see wats gg on inside huh
such stupid toilet
ha~

procede to canoing !!!!

1st - wear yer life jacket

next take a pic of ourself before getting into the water ( hp not allow to be brought)

After paddling meaninglessly for 35 min
i decided to get go on shore
the boys seem to enjoy themself very much
overturning each other canoe
mi - afraid of getting involved
quickly escape to the far end
enjoying the breeze
that stupid Ah hwa knowing that i dun wan to get my whole body wet
kept splashing water at mi with his paddle
panicking i use my paddle hit him everywhere
ha~

Once upon a time - There's a sea creature known as evil Hwa. He capture man who are more handsome and macho than him . He will await for his prey to appear every evening. Looking at his jealousy face + his wobbly weakling body makes u wanna puke at slap him 1 million times

Innocent Yang who was unaware of Evil Hwa existence became his prey for that evening

attempting to carry out his evil plot (left=evil Hwa right=victim Yang)

SPLASH! so who will survive???

Victim Yang trying to escape . . .

Victim Yang decided not to be a coward anymore , he pluck up his courage and paddle with his bare hands to get rid of Evil Hwa preventing him from attacking others again

*bash*

*kick*

*pull*

*one last mighty blow*

Evil Hwa pek pek was defeated !!!

Courage Yang said ,' I've got the power!'

Courage Yang became the Hero of Seaside Town!

So the ppl of Seaside Town compose a song for him to honour his heroic act

the sog title is - Heroic Yang

[Heroic Yang]

Fighting crime

trying to save the world

and he came jus in time

the heroic yang

Courage yang!~

*bleah* Evil Hwa

Evil Hwa trying to act macho again - 'I will be back'

- THE END -

* dine at Stone Grill*

Birthdae Gal ordered Tender Chicken

amaze by how a stone could actually cook food ? Well pls dun cause i think that's how our good old cave man started cooking ya .... anyway this stone is 400 degree high in temp ... can u imagine if yer hand touches it

well mavis did. . not hand but lips

she was like putting her fork onto the stone and before she knew it she was licking the fork and the skin of her lips immediately got deteched . . ouched*

trying to invent another cooking method with tongue? yucks i dun think thats's a very constructive cooking method

My Birthdeee cake

yummlicious

Thankz my precious

Mavis and Mi

Can u see our couple clothes ?

more pic ?

stupid Ah Hwa wasted our time playing pool with him

kept boosting his pool skills had improved tremendously

arg!

Kbox

* Birthdae Celebration Part 2*

Celebrated with sistaz execept jane

together with Kris's bf , larry and friend

at DXO

did not take any photo cause forgot to take out y phone before putting in the locker

we 3 gals was spent most of the time vomitting like hell can

eeeeee

ladies's free drink wat

so we started standing at the bar drank 8 cups each at one shot

we were like not high lei

so drank and drank and drank

who knows the next moment when we went to dance

the whole dance floor started spinning like nobody's business

dropped dead at my bed till next morning

ZzzZZzz

before gg to DXO

A dae at the beach

2006-06-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

{A dae at the beach}

look at my title blog todae
so 'pri sch composition title'
ha~
jus gotta home and straight away
i on my com and sign in to my MSN
curious and thrilled to see the Dawn girl
my cuzzie was toking abt at my Ah Ma house
wondering wat's abt her that make mi so eager ya ?
well she went through cosmetic surgery at the age of 22
and she was described as flawless as the glass according to my cuzzie
hmmm.. so wat's my view after seeing?
ya indeed very pretty
the type of fish that all guys yearn to hook
On the other hand i myself is bias against 'fake' stuff
i mean y cant stay as yer natural self ?
phoney mask u have to put on for the rest of yer life
as i was browsing through the pic
question popping in my mind
wat if one dae her face turn out to be like our famous Michael Jackson
crack or dropped off
ha i know a mean riduculous but there's a possibilities right
isn't it
ha~
anyway i went a bit too far in this issue
but to my original topic

pics to share

we cycled all the way to the end ha~ silly us tot that the link way frm East Coast park to Pasir Ris park was done.

after completing climbing a small hump statisfying pose - i emphasize i small one!!

at times rise yer head and look at the potrait the nature drew

Looking for?

For mi?

My completed Composition of A dae At the Beach

MOrning POst

2006-06-03T09:01:00.000+08:00

{MOrning POst}

first time wake up so early on non sch daes
it jus puzzle mi y cant we tok in peace
haiz realli cant afford to step into the past again
for i know there will be no turning point for us
i requested that we both give each other a break
i fear of my scary depression come hunting at mi again
is terrible is messing my life
Sihan had been chasing mi like since i was sec 2
that everybody knows
including u
i know when he call mi 'lao po' u was angry
that i cant control right
come on la i cant control if he wan msg mi
far more he call mi names u cant possibly ask mi to glue his mouth
watever i dun wan tok abt this matter anymore

MY BIRTHDAE
4 daes away to my birthdae
but i have no plan on how to celebrate it
i still remember how i got so excited over my birthdae when i was still a small gal
but now i wish i could jus got over it w/o celebrating
cause is like i have no plan
CInead's birthdae - Grand Hyatt
Jane's bithdae - Chalet
mi? nothing
acually there are 3 choices ,
1) DXO - nice atmosphere
2) MOMO - not there before , new experience
3) ASIA BAR - not sure of the name, watever , ambience at 50+ storey high can see singapore view
however i am since a lazy bum until now i still yet to get my ass to book it
probably i have to spend my birthdae at hawker centre
ha~ memorable birthdae huh

MADAM WONG
back to last 2 weeks
ha~ have to tok abt stuff that's weeks ago
hmmm.. this shown i have not been blogginh for quite sometimes
ya went there with Cinead's friend
dun realli like the songs they played
actualli our plan was not to go there
is to MOS
but things cock up
so we went to Madam Wong
we were like noob pole dancer
ha~
cinead even do stut can
wore heels and step on one of the guys leg
cant remember his name
who cares
that will be the last time meeting them
becoz they are so BORING
went in for like 1 hour plus and we left
wanted to go to our hotter fav place
but everyone's tired
reached home abt 3+ am quite early
that dae

Trying to muackz mi ? group picmy mouth looks ugly !!

My bitchy gfsss

Treasure yer love ones

2006-05-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

{Treasure yer love ones}

3 daes ago Daddy got into an accident
nearly made my heart jump out when i recieved the news huh
On the way to the hospital i was shivering
The anxious in mi filled my eyes red
My mind was in a whirled
Finally i break down when i saw him in pain and semi-consious
This 2 daes my whole family did not slept well
everybody were worn out
Seeing him able to behave normally todae made mi sign in relief
ha~ thank god My dad is recoving fast
still can tou tou smoke in the room huh
making fun of everybody
ha~
However, he mus still continue staying in the hospital for a few daes
for observation
mus be precaution becoz the blood clot in his head not completely gone yet
Mother's dae dinner was a pathetic one
because of dad's accident we did not celebrate
in the end have to cancel 2 tables
that's not impt ya
the most impt thing is
GET WELL SOON DAD !!

Dilemma

2006-05-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

{Dilemma}

hey hey a lot to catch up on ya
Firstly started my sch 2 weeks ago huh
As a fresher, i could not find my way to my classroom during the 1st dae of sch
freak out can at the same time worry that i could not make any friends
Reason: i did not attend the orientation
lucky mi , while finding my classroom i met 2 of my classmates jing &Jas
frm there we know each other huh
ha~
overall my classmates are fine
a group of friendly guys
quite united too
hope everyting goes well for the rest of the year - hooray C130

love life in a mess
caught in a dilemma
A choice that i wish i dun have to decide
haiz~
Our ugly past is the thorn in mi
A unremovable scar
fading off this scar leave it to time
i dun wan my ' depression' to cause distubance to u
No one can help mi in this pain
Survival is in my hand
Once bitter twice shy
Our promises blown away frm our mind
No one to blame but ourself

-Yest-
went clubbing with Cinead
purposely wanna made ourself high
by mixing hard liquor and beer and drink
no effect
In addition drank shots but still no much effect
yup thankz for the Shots - treat by the boss
so sweet of him ya
Dance all nite ~
'Say fire fire burn so high'
1 month more and that place will be our histroy
ha~
saw the guy who got my no. last week
Arggg
so sway k
i was like avoiding him like mad
keep on purposely dance near mi
yuckz i hate his dancing style
so gayish
oh ya ~ saw a pregnant gal around my age in da club yest!!!
hello~ wat can u do there?
might as well go home and rest
dancing with yer big stomach? not very nice ya
somehow i pity her huh
so young and her life is ruined
this kind of ppl realli no brains
i realli doubt their intelligent
is a life their toking abt
a moment of desire a lifetime of hardship
aiyo !~
Society faggots

Dilemma passion
loving ........still

piling up

2006-04-21T16:48:00.000+08:00

{piling up}

my expectation is not high
i dun want $$ nor expensive gift
i am not that type who pour myself at guys who is wealthy
neither do i go for looks
it's raining now
inside mi is pourng too
a rain that i have to control
tears cant solve anything
everything seems not right
my head is spinning

should i stay?
if yes ...
how long more can i survive ?
faithless, i am holding now

kimme lei kimme lei
u made the choice

Hyatt nitesout

2006-04-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

__Hyatt nitesout__

Sat *

meet Perry at PW first while waiting for Sihan to fetch us
after that head to cheesecake cafe to buy cinead's cake
luckily we took take away if not we have to queue for awhile looking at the crowd
then went to expo to fetch johnny
i think he have a problem with mi huh
cant stop disturbing mi
ha~
next had our dinner at 201
estimated our time wronly in reaching hyatt
reached there abt 12++
it was quite fun all th while until the 'VIP' spoiled the whole thing
spoiler kia
the 'VIP' stuff long story
too lazy to explain
in the morning Sihan fetched us to eat breakfast at East Coast then went home

too lazy to add and descibe anything in details so this entries seems a lil boring huh
anyway here are some pic
ya i know
finally !!! pics!!!

16 montths Anniversary

2006-04-11T18:36:00.000+08:00

{16 months AnniversaRY}

todae is our 16 moths Anniversary
so sad cant celebrate together
he's in station now !
intend to surprise him by whipping some home-made dishes
by MI!!!~~
ha~
but who knows he surprise by instead
he took leave gonna be out by tonight
since like i am gg to cancel my date with Cinead
intend to go liquid kitchen todae
so shiok ~
love that place
gg to try their cocktail
their name seem so solitary
eg is the : Deep throat tt makes us laugh our heads off
cant wait for our hyatt nites out this sat
i am sure it will be lotsa fun
and ya gonna get my N70 hp tomorrow
hooray ~!
speaking of hp Cinead jus bought one too
the same model as mine
ha~
sistaz indeed

aiya Cinead jus called
ask mi pei her go eat
gonna get changed and walk over to her house

Shopaholic

2006-04-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

-Shopaholic-

todae is a shopping dae for mi ya
went shopping at parkway with dearie in the afternoon
a small fight we had before meeting up
i know is as 'usual'
but i really dun wish fights to become our 'usual' routine
not a good thing
however i managed to calm myself down
so sunshine after pouring dae
anyway is realli a SUNSHINE dae after POURING dae this afternoon ya
pampered myself with a fancl makeup remover, a pink girlish shirt frm JoOp,and another top frm 77th street
sp please wit myself
ha~ that's the magic of shopping ~ is a gal thing
not done yet
gonna get my mango package, guess bag and top shop gift set by this week
Thankz daddy in advance ha~
'oh god ni ke bu ke yi bu yao gen wo na qian'
my daddy always says that whenever i get money frm him
i know he is jus kidding cause at the end of the dae he will still give it to mi huh

This coming sat is bosom friends gathering
at the same time celebrates Cinead's birthdae
not yet decide which hotel we gonna book to party whole nite
most prob marina mandarine
Carlton is too ex

Last Sat they were so bad towards mi can
reason: i always failed to turn up for gathering
after all they r not so bad just pretending to
time passes fast
in a wink of time all the boys r driving now
still rememeber the good old times using public transport
ha~
went to a pub at bugis area
stayed till 5+ in the morning then went home

sch starting soon
haiz
suffer in a course that i dislike for 1 year is unbearable
but still do i have a choice?
going against my dad is sure not a wise choice
i hope everything turns out fine
wat hold in the future is not predictable
happy or sad lifes goes on
since in that case why not carry a positive attitude instead?

=)

-Liquid-

2006-03-24T00:37:00.000+08:00

-Liquid-

been rather busy lately
found a job at cineleisure -dodo club
thankz to my baobei~!
u r the best
ha~
with the 2 of us around
we will rock dodo club ya
however i might be considering to work at Anna Sui or Kose
not yet decided

got to met new faces in new environment
wild with my new collegue at Liquid yest
invited by qi feng the birthdae boi
he is one of the star idol contestant lincoln's bro
between the both of then qi feng look better than his bro ya
honestly a handsome chap he is
being straightforward bao bei was like asking lincoln
' erm... u dun mind huh. . . y u always cry?'
is like so awkward for lincoln huh
saw a few others star idiol contestant
so so looking probably there's no X factor which catches ppl's attention
invited by qi feng to sing a duet with him
erkkk I'm so lousy can
he is such a good singer
overall had fun

-todae-
busy with my checkup and registration work
arggg~ so troublesome
mon still mus go back for my urine test
soso ma fan
luckily on mon dad will lend mi his driver to drive mi to Raffles hospital
then to work
ha save the trouble in taking public transport
I'm broke again
just took my allowance and an addition $100 frm daddy and I'm almost finishing it
haiz ~
such spendthrift gal
i mus change!!
came up with a plan that is to keep track of all the receipt on the stuff i bought
hope this method can work
i dun wan to be my daddy's girl 4eva
is time for mi to repay!!
independent gal tha's the way i shld be

nites

b/w birth & doom

2006-03-10T01:58:00.000+08:00

{b/w birth & doom}

is 1.56am on the clock
girls tok + yum yum strawberry cheesecake a moment ago
was so dammn bored at home this afternoon
jus nice jon called and ask for pool game
sure?
bought myself a pair of shoes frm novo
the pair i set my eyes on for quite some time ago
elated ~finally its mine!
at the same time filled up an interview form
i need a job badly now!!!
haiz~
abt the course i wanted
no much chance in my appel
i think it wun succeed
realli dun intend to study if i were to place in info tech course
totally waste of time
i might as well retake my Eng to get in a better course
cock up mi during eng paper
cant believe it
worry that later
that's wat baobei and i were thinking
treat ourself to partyworld after going to SP with her tt dae
we were singing our lungs out man
ha~

{Him}
is b/w birth and doom
i told him yes i gave him a chance
but not a chance to hurt mi again
so during this period of time before i could forget that bad incident
it will ba critical moment
any slight mistake it will be doom
i will stop giving
is time for mi to receive and stop giving
i cried myself to sleep during the stay over at his house
tt incident is my shadow
the moment i think of it
is like images flashing in my mind
so vivd ~ tearing my heart apart
U promise to get through it with mi
hope not another falsehood receive

tomorrow gonna register bike licience with him
my Birthdae wish
Hope it can be fulfilled
a ride to kent ridge with my love

sleepless Dark

2006-03-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

{ sleepless Dark }

tossing here and there
so came to blog
i dunno somehow the feeling is diff
not in terms of dun love him
but maybe i scare to let myself into him
haiz~

Recollection

2006-03-05T12:17:00.000+08:00

{Recollection}

I dunno if this time i had made a right or wrong decision
i wanna be firm but i cant
i wanna say no but my heart wun allow mi to
my heart, in yer hand once again
hold dear and be prudent to it as this wil be the last stake of mine
not a face of sentimental to any slip u made
An oath to my happiness

i am penniless now
to the extent my younger bro treat mi eat mac
ha~
Thankz to SIns
wat a good name indeed
sinful workplace
dun wish to tok abt it anymore !

spent quite a lump sum of money this pass few daes
thurs met up with casper together with cinead
by chance saw 553 guys and eddie that group
eye-opening for us to so many pro-pool player
made a new friend -timothy on that dae
claim to know mi long ago but i guess that's jus an excuse for guys to know gal ya ~
adj for him - outstanding in terms of his piercing and hair - humorous too
a code given by him 54663
nonsensical idea
waited for cinead to finish her massage session before heading to 85 with tim. and ah ma
Ha~ and when tim. knows that his friend got my no. too he was so tense up till he pour his drink all over the place . . .
late that nite after they left tim. told mi tt he wanna woo mi .
not my type and i bearly know u for 24 hours dun u think is too fast to express yer feeling? that's wat i tot

Fri- to Rush
before Cinead and i took a cab to MS
Ivan gave mi a call
guess he wil be gg too
went to eat at the coffee shop first
ya - and there's this bunch of ah bengs
realli turn off by their body language can
wanna make friend with us
no chance~
dun wish to group into the same catogory as them -LOW CLASS
bingo -indeed Ivan was there
he gave mi a ring when i was inside but the music drown the ringing tone
drank quite a lot
tim. kept wanting to meet up
but i jus dun have the mood to
avoid his calls and msg
so persistent of him
took a cab down to MS to look for mi
actually i detest guys doing that
irritant i will feel
and ya the last thing i wanna it to happen
ivan and tim. almost got into a fight
Hello~ ! who are the both of u to mi?
At first i did not took ivan words serious when he said he wanna woo mi again
just lil 5 years ago
'i like the way we are now, friends last longer than being couple' i told him tt
i dun wish for any changes b/w mi and him for now or in the future

i wanna forget my troubles by finding activity and made myself worn out
no space for any misery any tears
haiz ~
i am jus running away frm problems
a loser mi
for mow i dun wanna hope for much
jus a neutral feeling i will be
no hope = no disappointment

kimme siging off

homely dae

2006-02-19T18:40:00.000+08:00

{ homely dae }

at home now
lazing around after my work
xiao hei asked mi to go chalet jus now
hmmm... dun think wanna go
chalet very boring
not much things to do
life can be very monotonous at times
perhaps is the point of view
jus like the other dae i was out with dar and friends
we were actually cracking our head thinking of places to go
and Mr wang there's sth i wanna make clear
is that i dun find boring gg out with u k
dun conceive and assume things alright
as i said with my friends is more happening
ya that's true
but w/o u everything will be meaningless
so wats the point of having them
I'm contented jus being with u
even if jus doing nth
do u get it?
so no more wild thoughts frm u anymore huh
dar this pass dew weeks i am really very happy
cause i can see tt our relationship r getting better
if it ever gonna varnish i will do anything to get it back
that's true
This show how much my sincerity of cherishness this time huh
the rocky path is over ahead of us is a smooth and long path waiting for us
i believe and hope it is so
my stomach growling again
ate lots of chocs todae
dearie where's my Royce Chocs?
i want it asap k
my holidae is soon to b over
stop work = increase allowance
yeah~~
ha~
but i dun wish to quit completely
the main motive is because i wanna eat free chocs and get discount for buying chocs
ha~!

hur hur

2006-01-22T02:29:00.000+08:00

hur hur. . .

eeeee
my ulcer is so disgusting and painful
pitiful mi
sobby . . .
todae if i shld continue working at the georges not
a bit sian
dun realli like the stuff there
hmpf~
time seem to passs so slow there
hmmm...
dun wanna get bothered over this issue yet

this week wed went to rush wif dearie, hwa and mavis
ha~
ladies nite
they so stoney
not fun de
spent $15 each to sit there
maybe the seats at rush nicer ya that's y worth that much
ha~
jealously is sinful which is bad
but if is not becoz of the flowers i got frm my admirer
how would i know my boy actually mind
pls my dearie dun like mind guessing game
it will only degrade our relationship
there's nothing u cant share wif mi huh
alright?
and ya dear can u pls let mi work at rush???
aiya i know the chances of u agreeeing is very slim
haiz

update again
on the phone now

My 1st thrilling ride

2006-01-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

{My 1st thrilling ride}

yest nite*
congrat mi ~
i finally got the job at the pub near my house
ha~ hope everything turns well

leslie and i exchange our virgin ride yest
I'm so honour ya
the 1st person to sit on his new bike
ha~ i admit that i was quite tense when i jus got on the bike
i was grabbing him quite tight
although the speed was not realli that fast
luckily his bike is not sport bike
if not i will be scare to death
ha~
i will k . . .
the scary part is during the express way
he was like exceeding his normal speed
whao~
the wind blowing against us was so cold
went to quite a lot of places
after that danny and him exchange bike
Xp more scary lo
i can feel my leg vibrating real hard
i hate it when he made sudden brake
where i will be thrown in front
arggg~
i still prefer kupkia
the funny part is when we going up this steep slope at
i think cannon park
his bike suddenly went off then got this stupid wave rider drive pass and mock at him
so mean
in the end we reach the peak and saw that rider
nerdy face with his nerdy gf
made leslie so fuious ya
ha~
took a few pic there too
stupid posing made us laugh till we almost go mad
ha~ lolx
ya and i hate to wear the stupid helmet
made my hair so messy and tangled
argggg!~
before going home went to eat supper
the stupid mean leslie told us about his sch life
he was like 'go sch so boring sia, no motivation, all the gal like bwang'
then he was telling us abt this gal who wanted to know him
that part comical when he describe the gal and his childish classmate
part after sending mi home
so so so tired ZZZZzzz all the way

yawnzzzzzzzz*

2006-01-14T15:16:00.000+08:00

yawnzzzzzzzz*

super bored now
had been watching vcd since this morning
lying on the sofa as usual with titbits stuffing my mouth
a few hours more to my interview
hmmm. . .
called that stupid Chiam
dunno wat she up to no reply of my call nor sms
wanted to get my hair done actually
maybe not now
not enough $$$ for the rest of the month if i get it done now
spend quite a lump sum yest on shopping
maybe after chinese new year after i get my big fat hongbao
ha!~
and pls my dear hubby quick go get yer bike licence
sick of public transport!!
so bored so bored
suddenly have an urge for coffee
a nice cup frm coffee club

{The nite is still young}

2006-01-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

{The nite is still young}

yeah baby
my fav phrase 'the nite is still young'
esp if i go clubbing
ha~
speaking of clubbing
been to rush a few times
quite bored le
next time find new place to club with my aiai
hitting 18 is the best
chaotic nite ~
cinead and i had a deal that is when we get our car licence
we will both take turns alternative week drive each other dad's car to club
that will be terrific yeah
longing for that dae ya
feel like driving a bike rather than a car
better if i get both
hubby such a spoiler huh
he discourage mi frm taking a bike licence
he even wanna banned mi !!!
that's bad
well i think a gal will look cool in bike ya
dun worry man i just want a scooter not sport bike
alright?
tomorrow will be going to a pub near my house for interview
such great luck that i learn of this job huh
think it was last week cant really remember when too
cinead and i went to the pub to have a drink
and the boss chatted with us saying that he needed people
at the same time i am hunting for a 2nd job
well-paid with included transportation
why not?
yest cinead called to said danny and a few of his friends wanted to work too
hope it wun cause too much competitiveness
most probably wun
pub prefers female workers huh. . .
ha~
i think there is sth wrong with my stomach
perhaps there is worms wriggling aroung
ha~
hope not if that's the case
it's grosh k
the reason i said that is becoz i am always hungry all the time
until my hubby is frightened !!~
lolx
oh no ! wat happened ! i dun want to be fat!

ailing Hubby

2006-01-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

{Ailing Hubby}

My poor sweetie hubby is ill
misfortune yeah
perhaps is due to the allergic of his flu medicine
because the other time he had a fever too after consuming the medicine
nvm my precious
under the tender care by mi u will recover speedily
ha~
todae is my first time preparing chicken porridge for u huh
admit it that it taste heavenly ~ :X
clumsy in housework and cooking but at least i tried my best k
can u feel my hard-work and effort?
u better do . .
anyway went to bugis jus now
luckily the weather is good
at least it did not rain
bought a pair of shoes , 1 barbie printed bag , and a skirt
that's not all
will continue shopping tomorrow
by then i will update more

miss my druglord game
but only when i go hubby's house then can play
cause only his com have the game
speaking of the game
yest nite i was playing half way when dearie's block suddenly got a blackout
arggg!!!!
that's not fair
out of all time when i hit the highest score??

getting late
getting sleepy
icy nites

{downpour}

2006-01-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

{downpour}

Rain Rain go away come again another dae
it's been raining non-stop this few daes
the dull colour made one's gloomy too
feel so homely
i miss the sun
ha~
going to bugis street later on to shop
but this lifeless atmosphere made hubby and i so relactant to
argg!!

i can fool the world but not my heart

2006-01-06T12:05:00.000+08:00

{i can fool the world but not my heart}

LazyMIc. . been wanting to give my blog a new outlook origniated by kimme lei
action speaks louder ya ~
too lazy to get it done
ha~
anyway most importantly is still the content of the blogs huh
anyway that's the whole idea of getting a BLOG

going shopping at marina square later on with my hubby
shop shop shop till i drop
ha~
i dun think i am that weak if comes to shopping ya
my dear knows the best
anyway this year my stingy daddy
cut away$100 on my shopping money k
arggg!!!~

(='_'=)

2006-01-04T11:23:00.000+08:00

(='_'=)

times realli flies ya
started this blog in 2004 and now is 2006 already
so how do u all spent yer new year ?
for mi ? i went to eat steamboat with dearie like how we did the previous year
we want to turn back to time when we 1st met
ha. .
after that went to clark quey
oh my - the crowd is not much of a problem
the problem lies with the snow spray
mus realli bash the inventor of the spray ya
create some stupid snow spray
trying to create winter atmosphere?
if that's the case
i will grade a big 'F'
do u know we gals dress so nicely
make up till so nicely
and 1 spray ruin everything !!!
after the countdown dearie bought a few spray
and thinking i could get revenge
guess wat? the foam on mi did not get lesser instead it got more
arggg!!
sotong mi kept thinking that BOMB is at clark quey
kept walking up and down finding the non-existen club
ha¬
went to boat quey after that
too tired to make a choice and jus found aany club
not realli a club is actually a pub
average rating for this outing ya
due to some mood spoiling part by dearie huh
dun wanna mention it . .

so hungry now
that stupid hubby pig of mine still sleeeping
dun understand no matter how long he had slept he will still be tired
sufficient sleep is enough
exxeccessiveeeeee is a wastage of time
that's my motto
i dun sleep much
just sufficient will do
better llet him sleep awhile more before disturbing him
if not he will be so so grumpy later . .

{ KinG Kong }

2005-12-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

{ KinG Kong }

ya king kong the movie
mi and dearie watch it yesterdae
some of the parts realli makes mi close to tears
such a pity king kong got killed
it realli reflects on how cruel we human being can be huh
'worst than a beast ya'
this movie indeed is long -- 3 hours and 10 min
we needed to buy the 5:40 pm ticket can when we were there around 2+
there is availability for earlier tickets but all the seatings are like shit
so front from the screen !~
so we went shopping before the start of the movie
bought one whole spring chicken from Giant into the movie
cost $4.50 onli
taste yummlicious
so extreme ya
ha ~
that's not all we bought jumbo hotdog roll and drinks too
additional $0.50 for cheese
i love the cheesy taste of it
so great ~
after that not even half way through the movie i suddenly crave for popcorn
quickly ruch out to buy one regularly size popcorn
ha ~! think the ppl around us sure think 'wow! picnic har'
ha~ well we happy can le who cares wat others think

have work today actually but esther took over
that's better cause auntie visit came knocking
scare i wun be able to bear for the long working hours
frm tomorrow onwards sure busy dae till christ eve
out of the blue after breakfast yearn for our sins chocs
althought i stare at those chocs almost everydae
maybe i am not sick of it yet
claudia who work there for almost 2 years +
so sick of it already
she was like no no i dun want any whenever we ask her if she want any while sampling
ha~

5 more daes to christmas
broke christmas for mi

For U i am willing to . . .

2005-12-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

{For U i am willing to . . .}

*Yest nite
mi can be absurd at any point of time and unpredictable
then came displeased
followed by a fight
that's wat happened yest
i was like asking dearie sth out of the blue
and the answer he gave did not match wat i want it to be
so i got cross
i realli dun mean to pick a fight
but gals are like these wat
they get so sensitive over the slightest things
and upsad easily
however we manage to calm down and tok things out this afternoon
promise each other to try to go back to how we was
my heart shattered last nite when he disclose those 'ugly words'
i wanna call that ugly words ! (dearie u shld know wat i referring)
my eyes like a broken dam where tears kept flowing like nobody's business
our affection for each other is jus too strong to stop us frm being apart
right my baby?
For this passion we will stand firm till the end
and passionate we will be
ha~
baby dar dar ilu so so muchi

4 more daes to go

2005-12-06T19:55:00.000+08:00

currently working at SIns millennium walk
a job not as easy as i tot it will be
probably becoz christmas festival season so more work to be done
sort of cant get use to the long tendious working hour
but now i am adapting well
i like my friends there
so helpful and sociable
esp working with claudia and su ting
i am in trouble
hur hur
still cant familiarise with the prices and names of choc
better buck up
bought dearie our 1 year Anniversary present jus now
hope he likes it
actually wanted to make sth for him
but I'm too busy to do it !
argg~
anyway this coming sat and sun is our big dae
yippeee
no disturbance frm anyone if not i will kick their ass k
not even my work !~
think daddy going thailand
not very sure
ha~
mus be wondering wat a 'good' daughter am i
to dun even know if my dad is going overseas not
ha~
know wat? ever since the holidadae started i have not gone to clubbing at all can
ha~ strange ya
actually not realli in the mood to club
after work so tired
cuddle with hubby watching channel 8 is paradise to mi
who will be thinking of those hyper activities huh
no energy and mood to !!

sometimes i do scare tt becoz of my working dae dearie and i dun get to be together so often
and thus we will draft apart
for mi i am quite sure my feeling stays the same
whereas for him i dunno
i still hope he give mi the feeling when we first started together
i dun want things to be like
'since we r so long already dun have to msg her so often la '
i jus want the assurance even if together for 10 years
am i 2 much to ask for so much all the time '?
i think he is my supporter whereas i am posion ivy
have to cling on to him in order to survive
yup i want to cling on to him if possible . . .

-Birth of Liberty-

2005-11-24T14:04:00.000+08:00

-Birth of Liberty-

yup i noe it's been quite some time since i last post in my blog
ha~ This blog almost slip out of my mind if i continue to leave it untouched
first thing first i wanna shout it loud that its my birth of liberty !!!~
my 'O' level exam is finally a past
yippee ~ On the other hand i think i wun do very well
can say there's a possibility of doing badly
Well ~ as a saying how much effort inflict = to the amt of output
anyway gonna put this matter aside
i want to spoil myself for this long awaiting freedom
gonna play real hard ~
but not all the time because i have no $$
have not started working
last week went for an interview at Raffles Sins shop
and they have not call mi till now
now asked mi to go another trip to Suntec outlet for interview again
Funfair is it ~
need $$ now and they keep wasting my time
think if i start work now the fastest i can get my salary is Jan
which is so long can
how am i goona survive through dec
plus dec is an important month
Chris and our 1 year Anniversary coming
no $$ how to play hard
Argg!~
went to the salon and get my hair dye yest for free
ha~!
but the colour i ask for and the outcome of it was not the same
so mad k ~
the hairdresser kept saying that the colour will fade off to the colour i wanted after a few wash
hope is like this huh
furthermore another thing is my hair now is so short can
i dun like it
hur hur how long mus i wait for my hair to grow long again
can anyway invert a chemical that help yer hair to grow super fast?
ha~ toking nonsensical things again

update again
byes

my thoughts

2005-10-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

{my thoughts}

have not been blogging for quite a while
computer broke down
been not really good this daes
had a big fight with him yesterdae
i think i suffering frm depression
i always ponder and get sad over lil things
i just help feeling this way
i felt so lost and helpless at times
sometimes i look at my reflection and wonder
' who is that girl staring straight back at mi'
i cant find the answer

his place

2005-09-27T19:19:00.000+08:00

__his place__

wat so nice abt visiting sg gals website ?
ha i just dun understand
is an insult!!
silent dun mean u unknown

U are so near but u seem so far

2005-09-16T14:52:00.000+08:00

_U are so near but u seem so far_

because of u i grieve more often
because of u i glee more often
because of u i give u all my care
because of u i am willing to give so much
because of u everything else seem so unimportant
because of u my future seem so vivd
because of love that's the reason

i am losing my grip on u
u are so near to mi yet so far
who r u ? do i really know or understand u ?
i still questioned that at this point of time
Are u real or are u fake ? i dunno
and dun wish to know the truth
as the truth hurts
since when did we became like this ?
right frm the start?
all these doubts filling mi had made mi feel so insecure
feel so lost
i dun wish to keep hanging there
i want to believe u however is just so hard
hoping u could change my thking but u just disappoint mi time and again
been thinking a lot
our memories
how we used to be
our dreams our future
i realli want to make all these to be true
sometimes i am afraid of u
for i dunno r u the 'real' u
if in front of mi u have to put on a mask
then wat future are there to tok about
if that's the case wat i am to u
yer dearest ? just yer companion?
i always wanna play the game of ' how we 1st met'
was because it was just so simple truly happy
and i miss it a lot
trying very hard to search back that feeling
but i guess is impossible
wanna play a part in yer world is that too much to ask for ?
i want the past him so much
realli miss him
just a lil uncertainty can bring a person down
yer love for mi come frm yer head not yer heart whereas the suffering one is the opposite
Should i fight ? should i stay?
do u feel the song ? that's mi to u

-tears-

FaMily Dae

2005-09-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

__FaMily Dae__

Tomorrow is my English Prelim Paper
and i have not memorise the format for letter writing yet
simply 1 word LAZY
ha~
i am behaving like i have finish my 'O' level
watching tv instead of grabbing every single precious time to study
Out most of the time during this one week holidae
aiyo yo yo

Bro bought mooncakes frm Raffles hotel
mouth-watering ya
he bought 3 flavour
1) mocha truffle
2) champign truffle
3) snow skin truffle
ha~ the mooncake just melt in yer mouth with the sweetness just right
so unfair can
he bought 2 box for his gf
and just 1 box for us loh
not to worry
dad gonna get mi more mooncake
better be as nice as Raffles de huh

eat eat eat
i think i have grown fatter
that dae i went to Far East with dearie
saw a skirt which i wanted to buy
i think it looks great
happily took the skirt in to the fitting room
to my horror !!!!!!!!!! i cant wear can
how could it be
and that's the last piece
haiz
cant help it return to the salesman
so disappointing huh

here i am complaining that my waist had grown bigger
and wat's my dinner i had just now chicken rice, deep fried you tiao and, cereal prawn
with extra super fattening skin for the chicken
i simply love to eat steam chicken's skin
and my whole family kept giving mi the skin as none of them likes it
oh my oh my
better change my eating habit before iit's too late !!!!

Btw todae is mi and dearie 9 months Anniversary

chaos

My passionate affection to HIm

2005-09-10T02:33:00.000+08:00

__My passionate affection to HIm__

Kimme demand for attention endlessly
Kimme is a babyish girl
Kimme nonsensical character will make u scream for help
Kimme is just so hard to comprehend
Kimme is fragile towards emotion
Kimme, a incompetent in feminine chore
Kimme, clumspy like a elephant

Yes Yes Yes that's her
She is aware of all her flaws in his eyes
However, he do not mind and sees it as her fairness
That's his attractiveness
She may not be his dream gal
but a heart so true from her to him no lesser could it be
He possess power which subdue her mindset to commitment
wanting a person to stay beside her so badly is him ,
The only him and he is the first and will be the last

Baby ilu ~ 9-23.1.14.20- to - 13.1.18.18.25. U

Momentary Perfect Moment

2005-09-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

{__Momentary Perfect Moment__}

todae is Sundae
just got back home frm ah ma house
used to look forward in going there a lot when i was younger
look at now . . . bearly can stay there for 3 hour plus without complaining to go home
ha~
all the adults was discussing about ah gong 80th bdae
there were so much suggestions huh
gonna make it real grand
to mi is watever. . as long as there will be goodies food to starve my mouth
glutton mi. . lalalla
btw while at ah ma's house i took michelle's Ipod and used for awhile
changed in mind for buying ipod
afterall is not that good in terms of its usefulness and programme
function like any normal MP3
only its large storage outshine the rest
so not gonna waste the my money
if not because of dearie i think i would have bought it by now
and i will have ' robert head' this nick mocking at mi again

dearie always chide mi off because of my spendthrift character
i know he meant well for telling mi off
before i know dearie i alway spend as i like
and i always get wat i want
i dun think there were anything wrong because i was brought up like this
after knowing dearie he changed my mindset somehow or rather
maybe never in my entire life i suffer any hardship or experience the meaning of hard earned money which explains all
however i think that i should heed dearie's advice
'in one's life the amount of yer basic needs are limited '
i really did reflect after he tick mi off and think that wat he said make sense
and should not be so wilful in not accepting others's goodwill
after hearing so much
find mi maturing?
ha~

had an appointment on tues for a new hairstyle
dearie gonna accompany mi yeah
hope it turns out fine
after my 'O' will return to there again to dye my hair
hee~

chaos
oldies melody
yucks

Teacher's Day

2005-09-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

__Teacher's Day__

no sch today !!~
such good luck about being a student
ha~
one week plus more to my nightmare
follow by the LARGER nightmare
'O' level

this morning i was dragged by my dad to have breakfast with him
. . . . .
after we had our breakfast daddy drove mi home
the freaking lift almost frighten mi to death can
wat happened was i went in the lift
press 15th storey and started looking into the mirror of the lift
next the whole lift jerk awhile
i quickly press the open button and went to took the even storey lift
at that moment clueless mi thought that my nightmare gonna turn to reality
did i ever mention that i had this nightmare recently in relating to my block's lift?
Well i had this nightmare which i think is quite scary and maybe u guys wun think it is
watever . . .
the whole picture is like this . . .
i was coming home late as usual
the corridor was empty
i was waiting for the lift . . . tick tick tick the time went by
finally the lift was here i went in
next the lift stop at this certain floor
a women walked in to the lift
she was at the lift door standing with her long hair covering her face
i could not see her face at all
i reached the storey of my house
'excuse mi' i said to the lady
she did not move . .
'excuse mi' i repeated myself for the 2nd time
this time she lifted up her head
and
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i woke up
can u imagine it if it is true
wun it be scary
bring chill down my spine whenever i thought of it can
esp if i come home late

oh My !! so late le
gonna go take a shower
meeting cinead at 130

byes

{English Oral}

2005-08-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

still thwarted over my English oral
haiz ~
journey frm sch till home i just cant stop pondering over it
i know is over and there's nothing i could do abt it
just very disappointed in myself
i dun have to dream on for an Merit much less Distinction
always so chatty but when comes to oral i stutter all the whole conversation
i said at least 50 'erms ' alright
Arggggg
that's onli 1 thing that i could do now is to make sure i do super well for my papers
English is extremely imporatant
cant mess with it if not i am game over
ha~

shall try not to think abt it
just gonna do my best for the rest of the subject
meeting dearie later for dinner
most probably goign to east coast for dinner
miss the delicious yummy porridge there
I'm loving it
ha~
have sore throat so most likely gonna give my sting ray a miss todae

ya during my break this afternoon
dearie came to meet mi for lunch
his foul mouth almost made my blood boil again
i almost roar at him and eat him up
ha~ a bit too much on that but i almost did
ya back to wat i was saying
he purposely right at my face say my best enemy 'quite pretty'
i think he wanted mi to skin him alive when he said that loh
hmpf

my snack is ready
beessssssss

Typical sch daes

2005-08-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

Typical sch daes . . .

hubby and ah hwa came to fetch mi frm sch
ate our lunch at 201
both of they gang up to msg kenny huh w/o wanting to let mi know
such *&*&%$#
gal six-sense very accurate de huh
while eating sense sth wrong with the 2 of them
thus i check my hp
hit the spot k still tried to denied when i confront them
hmpf

while dearie was bathing back home
ah hwa and i went to hide his 'fat fat'
ha~
he was so helpless pleading us to tell him where we hide it
after that we ended up fighting then quarrel
so stupid right
we was behaving like pri sch kids pushing each other and . .
emotional mi ~ can u take it ? can u accept ?
is just beyond my control
out of anger i took most of my clothes home
he was puzzled but i was too angry to explain and tok more
on the way to the bus stop dearie tried to make peace
but i was still piss so i did not reconcile with him
at nite dearie came to my house and apologise
my heart melted when i read the letter he wrote
at times i felt like giving up when we fight but then i know i will bound to regret
i know i always make a fuss over small matter but is simply because i love ya
just dunno how to handle and simply cant take it when we quarrel
i just feel like bursting
u made mi lost myself
just not myself at times
that's how much power u have in mi
that's how big yer impact is on mi
ha ~ yup sth to add on while sending mi to my doorstep we saw my first bro
dearie was dunno shy or scare or wat i think if at that time tehre was a hole he would surely have put his head in
he look as if he wanted to disappered any moment if he can
not finishing yet
my mum saw us too

gtg toking to dearie now!!

2005-08-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

{{My fantasy}}

finallly i got my F&N done !!!
hate all the coursework can
i admit that i did not put in much effort in doing it to the best
all my coursework are done with a mindset of ' just get it done will do'
give up on this subject le huh
i dun mind doing the theory
just the coursework that's giving mi a problem

Dearie's bdae > > >
spend a lot of effort in making his bdae a splendid one
hope i realli succeed in doing so
is birthdae that important ???
my answer is yes
as it is a celebration of dae when u came into this world
a dae that u r 'special' out of 365 daes
that's y i try my best in doing the best to make him special and happi
very moodless now
haiz
i always fantasize of the guy i love doing surprises for mi on special occasion
however it was yet to happen
maybe it will always stays as my fantasy
the reality is always the opposite from our desire
dun misunderstood that i am grbbing the chance to complain or wat
i just pouring out all my feelings in here
the only place where i got do so
sometimes i felt that our love r so deep so deep
but sometimes i felt that it was actually so shallow
i dun want see-saw feeling
i want a certain feeling
which love could be certain?
now even marriage couple could get divorce
so? wat more to debate?

I'm afraid to love cause i'm afraid to be hurt
the one u love always turn out to be the one who hurts u the most
so blue in bloggin more
shall stop here for the moment
down-hearted MickeyGAl

{would u be my gf ?}

2005-08-09T08:51:00.000+08:00

{would u be my gf ?}
by justin timberlake

hey ppl suppose to be studying
but wat am i doing now?
dun need mi to say more huh
waiting for dearie 's call now
hmpf ~
just now he called when i was at PW
i was busy looking at my stuff and in a hurried i hung up saying 'i will call u back'
know wat? his line was cut off and it was totally wiped off from my mind
arggg!! how to call back huh?

yup went to watch charlie and the choc factory last sat
k shall put my movie topicc aside first and tok about dearie and mi
it was so disgusting the whole afternoon can
cause we had a fight before that
and when we met up we was toking to each other for less than 10 sentence
he is such a bitch for being so firm in not recouncile with mi . .
almost drive mi up to the wall after much later k
i made the first move to appease this cold war de huh
good enough ? decided to say bye to my pride before i could do it k
hmpf~
back to the topic on my charlie and the choc factory
one word for that movie excellent
so engrossed into the movie when watching
everything seem so amazing
fantasy to live in a choc factory like the indian prince huh
imagine u could actually eat yer wall when u feel like and even the toilet bowl !!!!
all mr wonka's invention and his choc waterfall seem so fantastic too
if i could just have a lick of the choc how delightful would that be
all the oolpaloompas was so silly and comical
ha~
laugh my heads off when they sing and dance
Poor fatty Augustus Gloop he was the fast to get eliminated frm the factory
such a glutton . .
Next is Violet Beauregarde she is so gross
can actually chew on a gum for such a long period of time huh
serve her right for turning purple for chewing on the unready invent gum by mr willie wonka
spoilbrat Veruca Salt was no better
she was punished by so many squirrel
ha~
lastly, was Mike teavee he became so small and was made to go to the stretching room
he became so flat after that
ha~

bb again
toking to dearie now
beesss

back frm sch

2005-08-06T06:45:00.000+08:00

__back frm sch __

just came back from sch
the weather is terrible k
cant blame that we have to live in a country where we have to experience 365 daes tropical environment huh
compare to country where there are 4 season we r consider fortunate
as we dun face with those dreadful natural disaster
so scary huh
life seem so vulnerable at the thought of all these unpredictable mishap
act of God for the happening
just let nature take its course

sch was short todae
No EPP - applase for that
slack with bao bei, bernard, bing , and kenny at canteen
The crappy kenny made mi laught till my stomach almost burst can
always cracking stupid joke
had a puff before heading home
plan for kbox was cancelled last min
cause onli a few of us could make it

2 daes ago was bing bdae
dearie and i bought a billabong cap for him
hope he like it huh
he was so pathetic can
so many of the boys frm other class waiting for him outside his class to give bdae bash
luckily he manage to escape before they could catch him
ha they chase him all the way till out of sch loh
he was sweating like a dog when he came to meet mi
i wonder who invented 'bdae bash'
wat stupid logic is that ?
have to get beaten up on yer bdae
who dares to celebrate bdae then huh?
i rememeber during on e of the year in sch
Ivan was running away frm all the beaters
on the verge of running
he fell and have to spend his bdae going to the hospital
and bandage his hand for about a week or so
there goes his bdae huh
that person who came out wif all this foolish ideas should be the 1 who kanna beaten up

this week so shiok . .. dun have to study much
well having lots of holidae dun benifits mi much with my 'o' round the corner
but just simply too lazy for sch
mon i absent myself again
dearie had to help mi came up with excuse to tell his mum
tues went to sch
wed is speech dae - celebration in sch dun have to study
thurs- sch holidae
nevertheless holidaes for national daes
dun wanna miss shooting stars on that dae
fav idol -sly
3 cheers for that peeps

happening stuff are yet to end
next is dearie bdae
saying about that
afraid i cant finish making the roses for him
no matter wat even if i dun sleep eat i must accomplished the target of 600 roses
jia you lei~~~

hey~~~aaa
liang zai liang zai wo ai ni a. . . ..
hey aaa
liang zai liang zai wo ai ni a hey a.....
liang zai wo ai ni
ai ni ai ni ai ni liang

where's my liang nui version???

A Fresh start

2005-08-01T09:00:00.000+08:00

__A Fresh start__

just had a bowl of fish bowl noodle
my fav at bedok market
maybe meeting dearie tonight eat prata
ha~
crave for prata since last nite
i must eat it !!

did not went out yest
stomaching craming like hell can
hate to consume the yucky chinese medicine dad bought
it taste horrible
cant go without a sweet

meet up with dearie at pw last fri
have our dinner at pasta manie
love the cheesy taste of the spagetti
i can pour the whole bottle of cheesy grain know
ha~
dearie complain that the smell of the cheese is too strong
nonsense
heavenly food huh ~
how can we not go have a game of pool since we are at PW huh
yup on the way to PW saw the bitchy gal can
blame on my luck
outside of sch still must see her shit face
the best thing that should be applied onto her face is faeces
haha ~
as usual i won ~~ :p

later we went to fisherman to look for bing bing
ha ~ his birthdae is nearing
intend to buy a mickey cap as his present
he so adorable huh
gave mi small bottle of stars with disney character printed on the bottle
of course not forgetting my fav mickey and his gal
confrim he will look super cute with mickey cap

anyway did not enjoyed much at fisherman
well it all started because i was walking too 'fast'
which i dun think i am
then dearie and friends could not catch up
because of that dearie raise his voice at mi k
naturally i will get super piss right
so the whole ambience was spoiled
before that at his house his mum asked him
if i am suitable for him
cause she was afraid that i will not be able to adapt to his life
i know i am very spendrift but i did not make things difficult for dearie k
i mean in terms of money
i know he want to work extra job so that he could buy gifts for mi
all this i understand
so wat if my family is more well off
is it a sin?
haiz dun wish to think and discuss on his matter anymore

cinead jio mi go mos / rush yesterdae
rejected her cause really no mood to go cause got stomach cramp
go le also cannot enjoy
no mood to dance

Tata going to watch zhen qing now

sicker MIckeyGal

2005-07-29T04:28:00.000+08:00

__sicker MIckeyGal__

sick sick sick
so sick of being sick all the time
always faking sick and now i am realli sick
sickening rain that got mi to fall sick
ha ok shall stop 'sicker' here before blogders get sick of mi

been so tied up this few days
insufficient sleep (o_O) <== panda eyes
if not because i am sick
i think i will not have a chance to catch some sound sleep

yup good news to announce
hubby and mi are back to normal
can say better than normal
we had decided to start anew and buried our mistakes
my heart go shalalala
jolly mickeyGAl
ha~
i was so worried that it will be for some time before this wound of his could be healed
if that's the case i sure die can

that night when i was confronted and the truth was exposed
i could not sleep the whole night
stayed up and wrote 200+ line on ' baby i'm sorry ilu dui bu qi'
wanted to write 512 lines but could not make it in the end
luckily my effort paid off
Dearie was so bad can
he was very angry with mi that nite
and deleted all my pic frm his phone
that's not all
he edit my contact in his phone as 'Queen liar'
hmpf ~

prelim is round the corner and i am still lazing around
haven started my revision can!!!~
all my classmate had started already
gotta bucked up
on top of my extreme revision i am stress up on
i am now doing 600 roses for dearie birthdae
must chiong so many things can
tying the rose made my finger so red and skin is tearing
well well no pain no gain
the power of love give mi strength to move on
ha~
such stupid phrase
hope he will like it

remorseful i realli am

2005-07-25T04:40:00.000+08:00

__Remorseful i realli am__

my head feel so heavy now
could not get to sleep last nite
recollection of flashback emerged
the tots of putting a past tense to it
and saying goodbye to our future tense
compose grief-striken blow in mi
baby i am sorry
i do feel remorseful
i know i should not have bluff u
i just dunno how to express how sorry i am in words
i felt the pain i gave u
other than sorry i dunno wat more to say
i hate myself for being such a bitch
i hate myself for choosing to go to Rush instead of meeting ya
baby i promise not to go chiong again huh
unless is with u
i know never once did u lied to mi
i know i had utterly disappoint u to the extreme
dun lose faith in mi can
i know that i betrayed yer trust for mi
i am willing to build it up again
dearie i always say that i am right
but this time i know i am not
terribly wrong of mi

{I do cherish You}
All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever needIs in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I doIn my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going'
Til that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
'Til my dying day

Goodbye

2005-07-23T09:35:00.000+08:00

__Goodbye__

happy ever after ?
happy ending ?
together 4eva ?
eternal couple?
My MR right?
i start to question wat farking bullshit is all these
it's just our imagination
it will never happen in reality
kimme lei stop building castle in the air
GIVE YERSELF A TIGHT SLAP AND WAKE UP FROM YER FAIRYTALE DREAM!!
i dun wish to think
and dun have the will to put any more hope
there's a saying 'cheng xim'
i guess that is the best word to describe my feeling now
this time i did not breakdown i did not weep
just find everything so amusing all of a sudden
a moment ago we r still as lovey dovey as mandrain duck
now wat. . . making a spot of mi
this is how strong our relationship is ?
ha` ` ` `
i am such a fool a big fool
to change for ya
from now onwards i am going back to my old self
dun blame mi if i do the things u dislike
u cause it
u have not rights to grumble

tonight feel the fire
i wanna feel high . . .

-gone-

MOS

2005-07-17T03:03:00.000+08:00

__MOS__

just woke up not long ago
came home around 5am last nite
then now i am awake already
thankz to my bro's friend who called so early in the morning
the phone kept ringing non-stop can
i went to answer and used dammn piss tone
' Jordan is sleeping! can u pls dun call so early next time!!'
hung up the phone w/o a bye
ha~
so rude of mi right
who cares . . .
he dun want sleep that's his business
should spare a thought for others right
next is my dumbo bro
early in the morning on techno ???
somemore very loud loh
half asleep half awake tot i still at MOS
ha~

anywany went clubbing at MOS wif bao bei and friends last nite
birthdae boi made to dance pole dance man
hai yuan was dammn moron lo the way he dance
so sian loh
entrance fee same as sparks
if i know earlier i go sparks
MOS was so boring can
at there i no mood to dance at all huh
even if it was my fav song

oh no ~~~
better go get ready
if not gonna be late in meeting dearie

update again
dai. ..

MIcDae

2005-07-13T13:35:00.000+08:00

__MIcDae__

Drop-dead Shopping TOdae!!!
ha~
been a long time since i last shop like crazy
love buying things
makes mi so so so happi
a form of exercise that can help to release stress huh
is a gal thing
'reals guys' will not comprehend it
blogders must be wondering where the hell i have time to shop right
?????
if there is an award for' pon tang Queen '
this award will for sure go to mi and no one else
is onli 3 weeks since the new sch terms start
and i had gotte 3 MC
which was average once per week !!!
eeeeeeeee
i am so grosh k
say want to study and get good result but i am not showing any performance that i am
must pull up my socks if not is too late
i dun wanna whined for spilled milk

okok back to my sshopping topic
yeah baby simply love M-industry can
i am sure i am going to be their loyal supporter
my eyes went sparkling the moment i saw that shop
going back there within this week
i am looking forward to it
M-industry here i come ~~~~~

gtg
my phone's ringing
chaos

teeming MIckiGal

2005-07-10T06:12:00.000+08:00

__teeming MIckiGal__

Stupid Sugar keep barking
wat's wrong again huh
noise pollution bitch
such a bitch ~!
ha~
ok better stop my cursing now
y mouth is just so 'smelly'
foul-mouthered mi
that's wat dearie always say mi
in a better way straight forward in the way i speaks?

went to Chinatown last nite
tot we could spend a splendid romatic nite together
who knows it was disturbed by a lobang recommanded by mavis for dearie as trishaw rider
ha~!
so oldies
dearie u r already looking so old and not looking like a 19 years old guy
on top of that u are fighing for an old man job ?
a job which old man does ?
tickle mi yeah
anyway must thankz mavis for the recommandation huh
indeed a worthy job
little work high pay
such great deal
of course must grab hold of it huh
sadly know wat this means
less time for mi to spend with dearie
sob sob
well just bear for another 4 months and it will be over
can be a carefree bird do watever i enjoy
before that i have to work dammn real hard
there's a saying huh ' all play and no works makes jake a dull boi'
i have already wasted 1 year dun wannna waste anymore of it

Apperantly it looks like our' romantic nite' have to go down the drain
but nvvvm huh
enjoyed myself at Chinatown
at there, get to be involve with our culture stuff
encouraging action k
ha~!
i was so ridiculous
wanted to buy the wooden slipper clog
i know i wun wear it
just wanna have it
ha~

Snapping back to last nite's dinner
it was so hilarious
here goes . . .
we went to have our dinner at these run down hawker stall
and that stallholder lady was so dammn rude
so poor service k
dun she knows that customer is always right ?
ok back to the topic
we ordered 1 plate hor fan , 1 plate ee main, 2 plate fried rice which cost $4 per plate k
the fried rice was so horrible can
and yet she claim that it was their popular dish which many ppl order
pui~~~!
lying throught her teeth
after that dearie and ah hwa decided to play a prank on her as revenge
ha~
serve her right
they ordered dishes from her then run away
haha~
can imagine her face man when she impatiently waiting for the boys to collect the food
if it taste nice we dun mind paying for $4
arggg~ so dammn broke le still kanna con by these liar fatty oh ba san

after that got a free ride from this friendly mute trishaw man
so comfortable ~
mi and mavis so lucky can get a free ride huh
the ride fee is $48 can
so god dammn ex
and we got to sit for free
ha~

yesterdae got to try out so mani 'first time' experience
sat on mavis's uncle lorry to simei
the feeling of the wind blowing against yer face is just so fresh feeling
so nice with dearie's arm embracing around mi
and mi singing for him
together with the atmosphere of the wind blowing against us
didn't turn out to be so bad afterall

playlist
lou xia na ge nu ren

ailing MickeyGal

2005-07-04T06:08:00.000+08:00

__ailing MickeyGal__

stomach cramp
flu
sore throat
cant afford to get sick k
tons of stuff waiting for mi to do
eg. accompany my dearie
sch work
ha~
ppl around mi will suffer if i get sick
cause i will be groaning non-stop shouting for them

yippee todae will be dearie last dae going for lion dance
because of lion dance it causes dearie and mi to quarrel a few time back then can
dun care if i am called selfish , self-centered of wat
just want him to myself k
ha~
sounding like a bitch again
i dun care

yest we almost got into a row because of his lion dance again
hey i swear it was not my fault this time k
he promise that he will either go on the sat or fri
since he went on the fri he was not supppose to go on the sat
as it was reserve for mi k
no but(s) so he cancelled it and accompany mi
that's the way man
ha~

In the evening
his dad fetch as to Sim Lim Square togather with ah hwa
these 2 boys ah hwa and dearie age 17 and 19 respectively
were looking forward in playing the football xbox game so badly that they were sort of bad-mouthing these 2 malay boys who were there earlier
patiently waited for about 30 min before their turns
so ridiculous loh
if that's the case of them waiting for us gals to shop
they sure have lots of complaints and excuses
sabo~~~~

simply so restless in doing my hw
no confident in scoring well for my 'o's
i am slacking so much since the new sch term
gonna pull up my socks before it's too late
so i shall stop here and do some revision

counting the daes to my freedom
1,2,3,4. . . . . . .

ya btw Happy Birthdae Kris

Chanel & Damien

2005-07-01T11:15:00.000+08:00

__Chanel & Damien__

'cats and dogs' that's how we are behaving recently
between mi and dearie
quarrels occuring again and again
it realli hurts mi when we fight
it do a lot
when it happen everything seems to be not right
everything went wrong
preetty bb gave u my promise i wun say that last 'word' in our mind again l
cause i know we will neber come to that
Remember we still have 'Chanel & Damien'
ha~
Puzzled about these 2 names
Well that's the lttle secret between mi and dearie
ha~
baby i will learn to be more compromising in the future k
muackz
gtg bath then call u le huh
update again

The hardest thing for mi is to let go

chaos

Beginning of my 'O's battle

2005-06-28T13:57:00.000+08:00

__Beginning of my 'O' battle__

starting of the new sch term todae
Accompanied by dearie to sch
how nice huh
yup didn't realise that he was my 1st bf that ever send mi to sch
ha~ Thankz low mo
almost late for sch can
set alarm clock to 6am
turned out waking up at 645
piggy couple
slept late last nite i guess

Hate my new time-table can
so sucky
no more 5 min break after every lesson
and now almost everydae sch ends at 3
Arggg ~!
the old time-table which ends at 2 made mi detest sch le
now is 3 k !!!
cannot image how am i going to survive till my 'O'
still in a holidae mood can
so restless during lesson
luckily jonathan the class joker is always cracking jokes
spicing up moodless mi a little
if not sch will be so monotone k
so dead for mi~!
miss dearie much lots so tons
ha~ wat 'english'
Zzz gonna sleep early
no more night owl
need some time to adjust back my sleeping time

NIte s S s S

precarious Him&Her

2005-06-27T03:31:00.000+08:00

___PreCarious Him&Her ___

Every Couple Do have their fights
Their Difficuilties
Their Problems
The same goes to mine
Bicker oversmall or big issue
but no matter how enraged i am
' breaking up' never did it cross my mind
However, last nite i mentioned it
deep down is a million NO No No
i reflected and struggled for quite some time before
i have the courage to render out
it was hard . . as well as painful
but knowing that my bad attitude will leads us to no where
i rather chose the hard way
i just want my loved one to be happy
and since i cant gave him the basic happiness
i dun deserve him
i told myself i will not shed anymore tears again
tearsless to shed
i dun wanna be a crybaby
althought i initial the painful way
but still in my heart i was carrying that little hope that he could salvage it
if he did i would sure melt and go back to him again
he did not
he replied mi over the msg saying that it might be the best solution
i broke the promise to myself
at that point of that i realli felt wat was heartache . . very sore that kind
i cried . . i cannot control anymore
the more i try to avt strong the more i am deceiving myself
i called him and told him to say it
i wanna hear it frm his mouth
over the line i could hear his tearful voice
he could not utter it
i was glad if not we realli have to put a full stop to this relationship
eevrything was alright after much toking
maybe not so alright
at least dearie promise to change for the better
i realli hope this time will work
be a carefree happy couple

==Westlife==
*I dun wanna fight

I cant sleep
everything i ever knew
is a lie without u

I cant breathe
when my heart is broke in two
There's no beat without u

you're not gone but
you're not here
is that the way it seems tonight
cos we could try to end these wars
i know we could make it right
cos babay

i dun wanna fight no more
i forgot wat we are fighing for
and as lonely as it's in my heart
won't let mi be apart frm u

i dun wanna have to try
boy (Girl) to live without u in my life
so I'm hoping we could start tonight
cos i dun wanna fight no more

How can i live when everything that i adore
and everything i'm living for boy (girl) is in u

i cant dream
sleepless nite have got mi by
the onli dream i ever had
is being with u

i know that we could make it right
is gonna take a little time
Let's not leave ourselves with no way out
Let's not cross that line

Remember that i made a vow
that i will never let u go
i meant it then, i meant it now
and i wanna tell u so

It's a lie without u
without u

Sentosa Trip

2005-06-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

_Sentosa Trip_

hey blogders
just back home a min ago
felt the urge to blog so here i am
the min i put down my bag
Overall i will rate the whole trip average
maybe because it did not turned out to be wat i had expected
Took numerous fastidiuos pic with mavis
astonishment that it was mavis i took the pic with
was looking forward in taking momentous pic wth dearie
well as a saying ' high hope will always turn out to be a disappointment'
forget it anyway
starting of the trip was already a bad start
carried a raging mood to meet the guys for being so late
shall not put the blame on mavis and ah hwa cause is not their fault
yip not to mention the volleyball i had brought along
i find it redundant k
bearly touch the ball huh
haiz alright that i dun persue
just so plain unlucky mi
rotten dae for mi can
lost my make-up pouch
shit ass
luckily din't lost my hp
it was a close shave k
steamboat then took a train home
no goodnite kiss
no goodbye wave
mood sux like hell if someone is to step onto my tail now
disastrous might strike onto him/her
probably we had reached the end of our honeymoon
where couple will behave so sweet all times like all realationship in the beginning
courtship is still the perfectionist feeling one's could get
that unfold my past short-term relationship

everything have its first experience

in need of affectionate
emptiness squirming
impulsion dismay mi
alternative i fear there isn't
deny forced to resort in that

Playlist-none

BelOvEd PreTty BAby

2005-06-19T07:32:00.000+08:00

{ BelOvEd PreTty BAby }

Fridae which was yesterdae was not a pleasant dae for mi
why? the answer is just so straightforward
the onli person that could affect mi with such great impact -him
my preetty baby
onli him could make my dae as vivid as it could be and on the other hand could also make it dull like grey

here's my oration of the whole situation. . .
The dae before which was thursdae
i went to stay over at his house
waited at home for him to finish his lion dance training
and we agreed to meet at the bus -stop
as expected he was late
a weakling gal waiting for him at such late nite
for that, i controlled and told myself not to get angry
Nt that i wanna pick on a bone with him all the times
just that i expect him to know wat i want and when he does not
it will send my blood boiling know
so uncontrollable ~
unavoidable we had a row at his house over another issue
end up having late nites again
slepty till noon the next dae then wake up
met mavis and ah hwa to bugis
bought a set of blue flower-pattern bikini
was eyeing for a black with pink ribbon bikini
but dearie preferred the blue flower-pattern one
suit his way bought the one he like
shopped not more than 2 hours and he have to go to his lion dance training again
furious like mad can
spike him with all means if he did go
such a bitch <== all over my face
ha~
after much pleading from dearie not to go drinking
i gave in on the agreement that i have to draw his face as my wish
it was so hilarious seeing him with a big moe drawn on his face can
frankily i did not want to go drinking de huh
just wanted to use this excuse t o spike dearie
sorry dearie i know i am alwas so wilful
having u in my life to dote on mi is a joy which i appreciate and cherish a lot
and yeah in the end dearie's friend called saying that he do not need to go already
wat the. . ..
in my heart thinking y didn't he called earlier ?
quarrelled like hell over this matter can
Arggg!
had my dinner at bedok corner
head home after that . . .

current playlist - xiao qian ( love theme )

scandal dae

2005-06-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

{s c a n d a l d a e}

hmmm.. . . been busy this few daes
that explain for the lack of post this few daes huh
actually not busy ya
slothful creeping in mi
ha~

met kenny early noon
ARg! so lan today k
must be the q fault at rover
ha~
not going to step in there to play pool again can
the table the q the ball all made of such lousy qualities
Was disgusted by the poor qualities
the ambience also made mi turn off
furthermore so expensive can
wat the......
speck of dust compare to classic pool
was wondering how come i can visit there at least once a week back then
guess because that was the only place that i could step in when i was not 16 yet
after which, got out of my well and got open to wat was call ' first-rate'

Took a Train to simei to meet mavis
she wants to take her bicycle huh
flag for a feww cab and upon hearing that we got a bicycle with us
they quickly drive off
so unhelpful can
as if will die if they help
luckily got onto a kind driver cab
there's a saying right ' hao ren you hao bao k'
accompany mavis to the bicycle shop to fixed basket onto the bicycle
slack at mac
chat a lot with mavis
ha~
friendly and cheerful gal indeed
gonna meet her on fri with our guys to bugis
to buy bikini
double date to sentosa huh
heee~

went to qiren birthdae party together with kenny
sat there for awhile then went off le

head to 85 and eat my minced pork noodle
yummlicious
cheap and nice
ha~
sound so aunty can
well, oh ba san 'mrs wang'
ha~
sat with kenny 'friends'
kanna saun like mad lo
nah is okay i dun mind
know they kidding with mi only

Daddy calling for mi le
gtg
'pa & gal' tok again

current playlist-
ai wo de ren he wo ai de ren

6 MonthS AnNiVeRsArY

2005-06-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

{6 MonthS AnNiVeRsArY}

it's been 6 mths journey
it seems like i onli known dearie just yest
time reallli past very fast
out of my 10 ex bf he is the onli 1
that managed to make my heart stay
surprisely it turned out to be him
after beating around the bush hunting for my Mr Right
wasted do much time and effort
It was him
Well, it sound shocking because we did not tot of us being together
recalling how i knew him etc amuse us huh
ha~
guess that's fate that brought us together
and i hope it will bring us to the end of time

*Yesterdae*
was out with dearie and his friends
we went to a pub at sin meng road
there seem to be a good place for relaxing huh
but the whole thing was spoiled by a fight
luckily dearie did not got any serious injuries on him
if not i sure freak out
ha~
but he's friend was not as lucky kanna a deep cut on his head
on the way home i was piss again with dearie
i just dunno y i am always like that
dearie was right
i am always behaving like a baby
need to be pampered care and love lots by others
fear of the dae when i stretch dearie's litmit to the extent
everything will gone
bitchy mi
ARGGGGG~

_gone_

Birthday MIckeyGal

2005-06-09T14:41:00.000+08:00

__Birthday MIckeyGal__

HaPPy BirThDAy To MeeEe!!!
My 17th Birthday . . .
most worthwhile birthdae that i had ever spend
That's because it was the first time i celebrated wif my special someone - Wang Hui Yang
sincerely glad that it was him
certain , surely , undoubt, assured that he will be the onli man that can lock my heart
Baby, from the moment i saw the tears in u
i had no doubt anymore
my whole heart sank
remorseful filled mi to the brim for doubting u
and treating u coldly
suppress my feeling towards u
tot that by doing that i could minimise the pain if ever u want to leave mi
S-T-U-P-I-D mi huh
self-centred mi
just becasue i am afraid of being hurt i did not consider yer feeling , yer pain
now i declared here, with my blogders as withness
that i will not suppress my feelings anymore
i will give all of my heart to u
everything~
simply cant comprehend my craziness for u
ha~
expensive gifts , richness or not
i dun give a dammn at all k
i just hope for yer whole-hearted in mi
alright?
'i do' from my mouth to yer ear no others
although u did not managed to wish mi on time
which got us into a big row
but positively if not because of it i would not be so sure huh
at least u sang mi a 'birthday song' before my bdae is over
wonderful time i had

yup wei lin and jon, appreciate both their company last nite huh
was suppose to have a romantic birthdae with dearie
since jon called and asked for a game of pool
why not?
end up going to paris ris park after that
long ride yest can
hard on dearie man
from simei to east coast to bedok jetty to parkway to pasir ris park to his home again
my butt still aching now can
the material of the seat so hard
sleepy le
tomorrow still have lesson huh
update again

current playlist-wang bu liao

BabySugar

2005-06-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

{BabySugar}

dammn it
that stupid Mr Wang did not answer phone
idiotic
i am dammn pek chek now
sugarbaby injured her paw
felt the pain in her when i see the blood flowing incessantly from her paw
stained of her blood on the cloth, tissue, and my dad's shirt
i know that my maid dote on her
did not blame her
Argggg!!!~~~
hope she will recover soon
notti her still wanna walk around

27 min to min to my bdae
not a bit excited at all
dull 17th
no plan
no nth

I AM DAMMN FUSTRATED NOW!!!!
STEPPED ON MY TAIL NOW AND IT WILL BE FATAL
:#@~!#%^#^%&*&&%^%$$@#@@*^$!!~@$%#O#~`.

infatuation rides

2005-06-06T02:08:00.000+08:00

{infatuation rides}

Rise and shine
'early worms geta the worm'
dun ya think that this proverbs dun make sense huh
think abt it
how abt the worm?
does it mean that it got up early to get eaten first?

Yup had our fun lovey rides yest
in the meanwhile of finding a bicycle
we end up having our dinner real late
should be dinner cum supper huh
we were both practically gorging our food like hungry wolf can
ha~
after that we had a nice ride back home
---love shadow---- a pic we took back home
enjoyed myself very much
really hope this simplicity life of us will not vanish
the world of us , mi and ya only
reached home around 2am

another point that i wanna make is that dearie
always like to say being natural is better
Well, some gals find it a hassle to put on makeup
Not only that, they do not have or have not mastered
the skill to apply make up properly, such tt the end product will be a much more
better self
and guys who dun like gals wif make-up
deserve a slap across their face
hello~
when is a women most beautiful?
Answer : on her wedding day and obviously it is with make-up
Here we are, the gals, trying to make ourslef look more beautiful so that
u guys can bask in glory as u walk around with us holding yer hands
so 'being natural is beautiful' this comment should knock off
with the theory that u should not brush yer teeth from now on
dun cut yer hair and do not delibrately train yer muscle
There u have, all natural just stepped out
isn't it wat natural should be
so is simplicity a beauty?

think abt it -It is not a crime to prance around pretty with make up. It is a crime to let urself remain ugly when u can make yourself look better.-

after much arguement on my stand
i shall go have my breakfast

current playlist- eternal flames

Ride WIth Mi

2005-06-04T05:59:00.000+08:00

{Ride WIth Mi}

swelteringly hot weather
i hate and whine abt it
so here i am hiding in my air-con room
yup did i mention that i have this flaw
and that's when i am hot and stuffy i will tend to get very super piss off
get on my nerves when i sweat
listen! not even a single drop
bitch ya~ i may be one at times
ha~
dearie keept buzzing at the sentosa thingee
i surrended k
u won we shall go when u took yer pay
Arggg!!!
plan to buy a big float so that he can push mi around
yip i dunno how to swim
that explain the big float huh
i was just simply so retard k
thinking all sorts of stupid excuses
not to go swimming with dearie

Current playlist- Ni men yao kuai le

2005-06-01T14:46:00.000+08:00

_HomE Sweet Home_

Hellooooooo . . . .
been home the whole day
so homely
ha~
so bored now k
just chat with my aiai cinead
now hunting for her new bf at friendster
ha~

current playlist
blaque - as if

Chinese Cleared

2005-05-31T14:16:00.000+08:00

{Chinese Cleared}

The stage 1 of 'O' level cleared
so far can relax a bit
just that little
but still
before knowing the result cant completely said that it's cleared
maybe have to retake
hope not
dun wanna memorise close to 1000 words again
driving mi crazy
As my 1st time taking 'o' level
i was a bit nervous huh
although nth to nervous about
but then i was
palms sweaty
hands shaky
after awhile i got so engrossed in writing my script
till i forgot about the nervousness le
heng ar~
ha~
ate my lunch at T mart after that
with bernard, bing and dearie
all three dicky creatures gang up against mi huh
ha~
it's alright i can take joke de k
it was a close shave at the staircase can
warn bing not to go there
stupid ass turn a deaf ear
Mr Heok almost caught us for smoking k
dunno he got report a not
luckily did not put the fag into my mouth yet
Next, Ah hwa came to meet dearie and mi
we was so bored till think of idea of throwing water bomb at others
it was so thrilling to see all those blur cock looking around
cursing and scolding
ha ~
gong kee kee
my new nick? given by dearie?
ha~
dun sound nice
sound unique
cause is weird
ha~
dunnno wats in his mind can think od such name actually

love percentage =100%
i was once yer friend
now i am yer gal
yer future partner

mickey groom ('v') minnie bride
1112045121314

Sadistic

2005-05-28T15:17:00.000+08:00

{Sadistic}

BAck home a few min ago
frm dearie's home
stayed over at his house yest
baddie him tok to mi in such a ' attitude' tone
just cannot stand and take it when he did that k
before that everything started when he could not came to meet mi
at first, it was still alright when he told mi
maybe because i was in a bad mood as bro and mum had a fight
furthermore, intending to meet dearie but he send mi a msg at the wrong time
which gave mi a misconcept that he did not want to meet mi
partly due to my affected mood i got very piss
and on top of that he did not tried to coax mi
so i got more and more cross
well cant say he did not at all
maybe not enough
expect him to say more nice things that can make mi fell better
but he did not
out of the blue xd called and msg mi
and when dearie knew it he sounded so clam
so i tot it was okay with him
who knows he was not okay
ha~
esp when i said that sensitive sentence
erm not gonna post that up
that irks him lots lots i guess
dun mean it
just that i tot u dun care
so out of anger said that to spike u huh
u know i dun wanna to
i kn3w u knew i dun baby
so that's how the 'attitude thingee came abt'
whick got worsen and worsen
till the extent i burst into tears
i gave in all my pride
at that point of time i was thinking
if losing my pride can xchange dearie i would willingly do it
i tot yer love for mi had reached to the extent of putting a full stop to it
i had prepare for the worst
tot u find mi a nuisane
tot yer tolerance had reached to the max
tot u no longer heart for mi
tot u dun care anymore
i tot i tot i tot
doubts and heartache is in mi
pillow was wet beads and drops of tears rolled down uncontrollably
finally cant stand it took a cab down to meet him
then i realised he was fuming that's y he behave that way
promise mi u wun do that aagin can?
this morning woke up and found out that while rushing i had forgotten to bring my skirt
'holy shit'
rang up my classmates
luckily jon helped mi
if not i will be the laughstock of the whole sch
for wearing pants to sch
ha~
if not because of my 'o' F&N execution i would have skip lesson again
was rushing like hell
the exam had started and yet i was the only one that had not prepare all my equipment k
luckily managed to finish on time
so glad that dearie finishes up all the awaful dishes wipped up by mi
mi myself also did not wanna eat it
muackz

so sleepy le
kong kee kee
nites

chaotic Family

2005-05-27T09:57:00.000+08:00

{_chaotic Family _}

my family is in a mess now
haiz~
often wonder y cant my mum be like any normal mother
i always ask myself that
no matter how i struggle to find a sloution
it always seems to be the most difficult question that i faced
i can onli see green in others
that's my life i told myself that
the onli flaw is the love and care that always seems insufficient
eventually i got used or should i say numb to it
i often say that daddy is a good father but he will never made a good husband
yup i knew daddy once made a terrible mistakes
but that doesn't give a excuse to condem him
all these time i know that daddy had a hard time
dunno wat can i do to help . . .

depressed einnim

FeeLing so Strong

2005-05-25T12:13:00.000+08:00

{ FeeLing so Strong }

stayed over at dearie house last nite
so sudden decision
was missing him too much
had the urge to see him immediately huh
The power of love
i think so
ha~
Notice that it seems like a trend
that whenever i stay over at his house
we will have a fight
somehow it cant be prevented
i was out of my mind
out of anger took the pillow
kept slamming on his head
at first, i was just throwing the pillow
hoping to get his attention
who knows he dun give a dammn
so i lost control and use the pillow to hit him
he must be insane too
knowing that i am furious to my fullest extent
he can still laugh can
Arggg!!!
Before all that
i was still doubting if he dun love mi as before huh
guess i was just too over sensitive
right baby?
dun cheat my feeling k
sure cannot take it de
ha~
MC at Pasir ris polyclinic
was lucky k
took only abt 1 hour onli
mavis and ah hwa came to look for mi and dearie
HAd a nice ride by mavis to downtown
poor dearie and ah hwa must walk on a sunny day
played pool at funky balls
the workers's service was so poor can
the com breakdown
yesh that i know
but helloo!!! customer is waiting can
serve her right that we decive the timing
save our money
ha~
after eating went to dearie house
today had a thrilled ride
ha~

unchanged feeling
certaintly i am sure

Always be my baby

2005-05-21T12:02:00.000+08:00

_Always be my baby _

Absent frm sch on tues and wed
was tick off by jane and bing
ha~ so fierce can
NAh dun blame them
know they r concern abt my studies
i will play hard as well as study hard too de huh
Enjoyed being with dearie for that 2 daes
it feel like paradise
ha~!
i just want to do everything with him
i wanna feel like this and remain unchanged
i will treasure the time spent now
if ever we have to let go
i sure wun bear to
and this memories will sure stand the deepest place in mi
the more i feel for this relationship the more i am afraid
hur hur
shoo shoo ~
anyhow imagining things again huh
ha~
dearie i really was moved when u said that
u will work hard and marry mi
do u know that was the best thing
a gal want frm their boy ?
ha~!
Perhaps we are too young for that yet
but at least i am certain that yer feeling for
mi is serious and deep if not u wun even bother to think abt tt right ?
i jus cant find the word to say how touched i am.
k next gonna blog abt the things we did and so on....

Firstly i wanna declare how unlucky we are on tues
such a ass k
got fined for smoking at TM staircase
if not for mi dearie will not have to spent such unnecessary expense
Arggg!!!
if i can run fast
would have push the officer down the stairs
and run away
so yucks
Secondly, out of the blue my bro go check on mi
and found out that i was not at home
luckily he did not flare up and demand mi to go home
on the spot
i guess that he probably knows that i was staying at dearie house
maybe he read my blog ?
if not he wun sound so certain
that explain why i changed my blog address
that nite went to dearie Friend's house
LUckily we won while gambling
if not sure down-sprited to the fullest
maybe it was past midnite
consider as another dae
GOodbye to all the bad luck
However the money we won
was not enough to cover for the fine huh
gonna find ways ever if i have to resort to robbing
ha~ no la nonsensical mi
hope can lessen dearie burden
so far the monay i intend to save are still far ahead to meet the sum
now then i know the importance of saving
used to dun care abt my spending
really regret it can

chaos
curent playlist - an jing

Mickeylicious

2005-05-17T08:29:00.000+08:00

__Mickeylicious__

HEys peeps
Finally got my new hp huh
although not that model we dear's intended to buy
but still i like it very much
Thankz pbaby
went to Katong and meet dear last sat
to cut his hair
did not turn out to be wat i requested
the stupid hairdresses is so lan~~~
hmpf . . forget it
at least dearie look more neater now
wanted to watch house of the wax
but Ah Hwa forgot to bring his ic
so could not watch in the end
instead we went to play pool
went to Far East find mavis cause want her to send mi sth huh
Ah Hwa and dearie were so retarded
when on the way to Far East can
not gonna go in details
just simply R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D
ha~
took a train to outram park
meet dearie parents
to have dinner
didn't know that vegetarian food could be so delicious huh
he was so fustrated over the hp
and mi got fustrated over him
for being so fustrated on the phone
which got everyone fustrated can
ARggg~!

frm today onwards gonna stay back after sch
for chinese EPP till 4
can die k

14 daes to 'O' level chinese
DIgging my own grave

11 december 2004

2005-05-13T11:46:00.000+08:00

__11 december 2004___

just came back home
dammn shag
last nite slept for 3 hours plus only
dunno how our fight started
but it sure lasted long huh
after much sobbing, squabble and shoving
we came to a cool head that it is pointless
to continue the row which will only worsen
the situation
thus, we decided to have a talk
and everything was fine after that
resume back to normal . . .
somehow i felt that it had brought us closer
yes?
maybe it's a gift to our 5 months anniversary ?
kekex~
fortunate out of misfortune.. . .
dun even ground mi to solitude again k
it really set my heart to pain huh
HUbby laogong u just make mi go speechless can
ha~
This morning woke up with puffy eye
need to get ample rest if not i will sure pass away
dearie send mi to sch
on the way felt nausea
think because of the milk i drank earlier
did not attend the first 2 period of lesson
rest in class
much better after that
guess dearie dun trust that i can take care of myself huh
msg bing to look after mi
stupid him
this cannot eat that cannot eat
like one sickening old hag
ha~
no la . . jk jk
know they meant well
thankz anyway
The maths paper this afternoon was a tough one
maybe not if i had study
Well no use broading over spilled milk
as usual, dearie came to fetch mi from sch
had burger king, KFC packed home as lunch
managed to had a winks before going home
simply too tired huh
that's all . . .

Hellooooooooooooooo. . . .
recent trademark
ha~

Mother's day

2005-05-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

{Mother's day}

Hw hw Hw
Been doing my Hw since afternoon
till now
so guai k
ha~
Well mostly is my f&n that's
taking up so much time
if dun do that stupid teacher will go
complained to my mum again
such a complained Queen can
If not because of my 'o' marks
will surely anyhow do de
hmpf~
always making a big fuss

so unfillial of mi huh
neber even buy anything for my mum at all
it seems like all my bro also did not buy
ha~
i dun think my mum will mind huh
she is so easy-going
everydae seem like a normal dae to her
sorry mummy
next year then buy a big one for u
as replacement k

maybe meeting dearie later on
can send mi to sch tomorrow's morning again huh
yeah~~~
ZZZzzz soundly in yer arm tonight
muackz

chaos
take a rest

New|e LooKs

2005-05-08T02:58:00.000+08:00

{Newe LooKs}

My plan for todae
1)do F&N coursework
2)study F&N test
3) do maths hw
4)study chinese

will try to get it all done by todae
no more slacking
less than 1 more month to 'O' level chinese

Yesterdae*
dearie came to fetch mi at sch
wanted to go collect my spec at PW
but then change in place
when the bus was at simei
cause saw the sky very dark
gonna rain
and dearie forgot to bring in the clothes
took a cab rush back to dear's home
Guess wat???
his dad was at home
wasted trip
waited for the rain to stop before going to PW
dinner was dear deAr cooked de
although no much cooking skill required
but still i appreciate that very much huh
muackz

Black|e

2005-05-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

{Blacke}

05/05/05
wat a nice date huh
finally i can have a short break for todae
continuosly having 1 or more test per dae this week
almost go bersek
ha~

dearie sleeping now
hmpf
neber even give mi a call before
going to sleep

haiz
lonely
I'm so lonely
inside mi echoing ge qian again
an jing had fade off
but not ge qian

finding activity to pre-occupied myself

blacke . . licious filled mi

Jealousy

2005-05-05T10:26:00.000+08:00

{__Jealousy__}

just hang up the phone with baby
I'm really horrible, terrible !!!
attitude to him again
maybe i am jealous
a little . . .
maybe not. . . a little more than little bit
haiz~~~
the jealousy just come uncontrollable
think i should learn to let go
and not hold on so tight
if not one dae it will just break off
and everything will turn out worst huh
that is the last thing i wish it will happen

haiz haiz haiz

i know i know i am someone who
knows i am wrong and yet wun admit it !

can feel my headache is back again
the weather is warmth till it can burn my hair can
ha~
my maths today is terrible
not enough time to finish it
needless to say my letter writing test
firstly i was suppose to write on a foolscape paper
but i wrote in my compo book
then i almost tore the whole paper
all the test is making mi passed away

u mean so much more that i tot u will

shag

2005-05-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

{shag}

having F&N lesson
dammn shagg can
slept for a few hour onli
kept disturbing dearie last nite
ha~!
driving him nuts
managed to slept for a few hour alone
Suddenly woke up in the middle of the nite
felt so uneasy w/o dearie beside mi
so went to look at his sleeping face
who knows i woke him up
opps :X
after that i went to sleep beside him
felt so nice in his arms
that was my perfect moment huh
ha~!
It'll be wonderful if everynite could be that way huh
had breakfast at kopitiam
before going to sch
took a cab to 201
puff~!!!!
then dear dear walked mi to the sch gate and he left for work
missing him now
gonna meet him for lunch later
yipppee
just cant be apart with him
grab every opportunities to be together huh

gtg le
chaos
my grades are suffering
gonna jia you

yang & kim
envy eye staring at us

ForEveR LoVe

2005-05-03T01:51:00.000+08:00

{ForEveR LoVe . . .}

my stomach is growling . .

dae before yest*
dear and mi had our pool match at classic
u lost~!!
cheater ass
hmpf
after that had our lunch at food court
walked around asking for 6670 price
which is the hp he intend to buy for mi huh
in the end East point hp shop still gave the best price huh
ate dinner with his parents
watch vcd for awhile
reached home abt 1am

Yesterdae*
was out with
dad, didi, big bro and his gf
at beer belly
8 hour ++ of singing, pool and video games
yup went to make a spec
addidas frameless specs
think everybody have to start to get use
in nerdy kim look le huh
dear!!! yer wish finally came true
ha~
just hope that it dun reminds u of anybody
hur hur
dun think can meet u for the next 3 daes
gonna miss u badly
and i mean very bad k

Forever Love? who will that be?
ha~!

ni hui shi shou you

i do. ..

2005-04-30T12:01:00.000+08:00

{*i do . . .}

had 3 chinese prelim paper todae
so tiring
did that gave my best shot
stomach simply cramming in pain
till i cant concentrate
on the other hand
i have not been studying consistantly
fat hope that i will get 'A' le huh
think i have to kiss my 'A' goodbye
hur hur . . .

dearie was late todae!!~
ARggg
was quite mad at first
at the same time was afraid
sth had happened to him
the moment i heard the ringtone of his
madness and worries no more
hmpf ~
dun do that again k

so so so heart u baby ~~!!

OnLy U

2005-04-25T12:38:00.000+08:00

*{OnLy U }*

*yesterdae*
went BUgis with dearie
planned to eat tepanyaki
but change in plan cause too many ppl
and baby was starving
so we went to have western food instead
the ambience was quite romantic
the only flaw was that the music was too soft
and too crowded so a bit noisy
overall a satisfying meal

shop around
had a cup of ice cream
didn't take note of the name of the shop
the ice cream taste very unique
bound to patronage there again
wanna try out the ferror flavour
Well, as a shopaholic
everything was so eye-catching
and sort of neglacted dear
so sorry
that's so typical of every gal huh

next, we went to PW to play pool
then took a bus frm katong
to downtown chalet
nth much to mentioned
except that cinead was a bit angry
when we joke about going home
the moment she arrived
left around 11++ to dearie's house
had a shower
then went to meet baby's friend
reached home around 1 +

i luv u
u luv mi
we R E happy couple
wif a great big hug
and a kiss frm mi to u
baby x2 ilu

miss ya
tues....seems so long
cant wait anymore

treasure of love

2005-04-22T11:05:00.000+08:00

self-decline 1 dae off sch todae
early in the morning went to take MC
at marine parade polyclinic
loner mi
ate by myself at the hawker
sat alone at the clinic
walked to the bus stop alone
hate it can~
no one to tok to
hmpf~
after that bought breakfast for dearie
played chinese chess and cards with him
like a small boi huh
throwing tantrum when he lost
ha~
want to pinch him huh
after that went to had lunch
i ate chicken kebab with rice
and dearie ate chicken spaghetti
swear that we are not going there to eat again
the food look appetizing but not nice
not to judge a dish by its cover
learn that already
walked around east point
shared a cup of ice cream
ni yi kuo wo yi kuo gan qing bu fen
ha~
head to pet safara before going back
took a few pic of those cute little doggie
their so so so adorable

*back at home
i scare dearie by hiding behind the wall man
hahaha
so amusing k
just cant stop laughing whenever i think of it
all the memories we had are just so wonderful
blessed to have u by my side
my forth finger r meant for u
ya?
left his house around 0430
cause he need to go chu shi

gtg do my work le
buaiz

treasure of love

RottEn Dae

2005-04-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

// {RottEn Dae}\\

bad dae <== usually sth bad between dearie and mi de huh
it all started cause of my sucky attitude
aiya that's simply mi
and when it comes i just simply cannot control de huh
i know i know should try to change
i am. . . maybe not very hard only huh
ha~
back to where i was
yup and i think i had gone over the limit
till dearie was piss too
so i was like 'i wanna go home'
knowing clearly that i dun mean it
if he ask mi to stay again
i would know
i waited .... he did not ask
i went to open the door by myself
tears filled my eyes
but pride stop it from flowing out
was dammn angry can
but at the same time i was
hoping he will come and coax mi
ya he came
and guessed wat ?
he came to help mi to close the door
feel like screaming my lungs off k
and so i walked to the bus stop alone
luckily dear called and rush to the bus stop
to find mi
ya i may be angry
but no matter how angry i am
'breaking up' would neber occur in my mind
baby bear that in mind k
ilu~
so after that everything was fine again
tok things out kept apologising to each other
promise each other to compromise with each other
should spend our time wisely and not use it on quarrelling

my world revolves around u baby

keeper of my heart

2005-04-18T05:31:00.000+08:00

=-{keeper of my heart}-=

met dear on fri
had our dinner at East Point
after that went to meet bao bei and friends
dank a bit too much
but not the extent of drunk yet
almost there ~ :P
dance with dear dear at BOmB
haha~
overall enjoyed ourself very much huh
went to his house and stay over
notti him dun wanna go work
went to take MC early in the morning
hmmm... very she bu de to go home
although now we could meet more often le
but still somehow is not enough huh
simply want to be with him evert sec min hour
nonsense dear
say want kidnapped mi
haha~!
reached home abt 3 plus in the afternoon
slept till 6 plus
went to play pool wif dad and his friends
in a pub at katong
so many pro there wor
back home abt 11 plus

baby i am missing u now
you r my darling, my love
always
love ya so much
because of u my life is so complete

muackiessssssss

Boredom

2005-04-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

___{Boredom}____

hey hey at sch com lab now
finished my work le huh
so boring
so tot of blogging
kill some time
Principal conducted a spot check on our class just now
haha~ think our class r too 'well behaved'
that's y only our class shave special conduction huh
i was so dammn lucky can
neber got caught for my hair colour
whereas three of my classmate got caught
on the other hand received 2
disciplinary form
first- late
2nd- sneak out when in hall
Arggg!!~
wat the hell~~~
dun intend to face the music yet
just wait and see huh
watever~
after sch still have English oral
sure flunk it
not prepare at all
think gonna stunt there
if dear could replace mi
I'm sure i can score with a distinction
so clever with his words
i think no one could ever out talk him can
he can argue until black is white k
haha~!
sometimes i suspect wat is in his brain
so much nonsense crap
ya he have a good brain but too bad he
dunno how to use it well and good
4eva doing stupid things
yup toking abt him
gonna meet him after sch for lunch
yippee ~!
kept wanting to wait for mi after my oral huh
but i dun allow
dun wanna u to wait too long
cause dunno when i will end
ok? good boi i sayang u hor
ha~
rush home straight after that
change then quickly go meet dear le
pizza for dinner
not sure wat r the plan after that

back
teacher was explaining to mi
how i should edit my work huh
sux ~
so much edition
entire work = redo
gtg do it le huh

byes
sleep tight BB

_SLY_

2005-04-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

*{_SLY_}*

haha look at the title of todae's post
dear gonna complain le huh
*winkz*
guess wat?????
saw SLy today
OMG OMG
at tamp mall
so dammn lucky huh
although he try to disguse by wearing a sunglass
but still his fans manage to recognise him
a group of gals were chasing behind him
he was walking super duper fast can
didn't know he was that thin. . .

dear came to pick mi up in sch todae
no suggestion of where to go for lunch
walking around saw the food court
so decided to go there huh
next we went to watch Creep
yucks the man in the movie was so 'eeeeeee'
a thrilling movie i must say
i rather watch a thrilling movie than a scary one
yayaya i am a scary cat
just hate scary movie
everyone sure have that flaws right

hmpf is 10 o'clock and no calls yet
watever~

hur hur. . . .

Passion of 2 hearts

2005-04-14T10:49:00.000+08:00

--{Passion of 2 hearts}--

Just finished writing a testi for LG
happened to browse throught his friendster
so decided to drop him a msg ya
suppose to meet him todae
but he couldn't make it last min
in exchange for todae he have to work for the next 2 daes
not worth it huh
so rather work todae
is ok i understand
can make up by having lunch wif mi tomorrow

had my physical fitness test
must say my my fitness condition drop drastically can
been ages since i did any sports
except for PE
Bo bian ~
if there's a choice
i will choose not to get involved in any games
sit there and relax
ha~
the only consolling part is the standing broad jump
still manage to maintain that
got an A for that section
whereas the rest dun mention

received a msg during SS lesson
was from dearie
not gonna revealed the content
if not he gonna kill mi
ha~!
yup just a msg that brighten up my dae
sweetie baby~ muackz (=^_^*)

most likely gonna flunk todae's chinese test
did watever i could
dun hope for a pass just dun flunk too badly
escape frm detention for the 2nd time
cant be bothered
NASS realli sux detention is all they know
I'm just late wats the big deal ?
next is my hair colour
Hello~! dyed it for about 3-4 times already can
but the dammn colour just cant get into my hair
dun expect me to shave bald right
the sch is just so 'THE~~~'
watever i'm not gonna waste any single cent to buy black dye again
moreover i dun wish to see my hair got damage
yucks yucks yucks
7 more months of hell can
if can i will sure burn the uniform in front of the sch
ha~!
I sound so idiot

signing off
face the music(tomorrow)

--= baby ilu =--

2005-04-13T13:04:00.000+08:00

--= baby ilu =--
todae was the first dear come fetch mi after sch huh
been waiting for this dae sosososos very long
baby i realli wun find ya irritating huh
if can i realli hope u could fetch mi daily
dun anyhow think k ~
do love u very much
maybe i dunno how to express it at times
believe mi i really do

wanted to eat pizza this afternoon
didn't know that the pizza hut at PW close down le
disappointed huh
promise dearie to eat with him on fri instead
so change our destination to simpang
eat prata~!
yummylicious
spend er ren shi jie after lunch
reached home abt 8

that's all ya
meeting him again tomorrow
=)

phone wif him

__this is my perfect moment with u__

Pine For Ge Qian

2005-04-12T12:09:00.000+08:00

_Pine For Ge Qian_
was doing my hw just now
simply cannot concentrate
end up drawing minnie on my paper
once again ge qian currently on my playlist
now here i am blogging
brought so much passion in mi
whenever i hear this song
somehow i just wanna to even i noe it will
stupid isn't it
haha~!
1 month plus to 'O' level chinese
and yet i haven started studying
digging my own grave huh
just not now
not in the mood ya

slacker!

~11~

2005-04-12T07:46:00.000+08:00

H a P p Y - H a P p Y - 4 - M tH s -
A n N v E r S a R y
another thing that is worth being mention
is that dear dear had been posted
to the fire station he wanted to go to
yipppee ~
gonna meet him tomorrow
go eat ice cream k
anyway i shall decide that not him
:X unreasonable<== that's mi

promise baby cannot always anyhow think
nonsensical de huh
i always scare myself if the tot of
'wat if 1 dae he dun treeat mi like he used to'
'wat if ' wat if .....
AS IF QUEENIE haha
babay like to say i always as if
ya i admit and dun deny
but really la i also cant help it
have faith in u k
we will be happily ever after right?

my food is ready

byez
wat makes u diff makes u beautiful to mi
muackz

ToNg ~ HuA* {2}

2005-04-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

Pretty babay I'm missing yA
gave up doing my maths
drving mi nuts
have Physics test on thurs
haven start studying
li bu cong xin
u know u noe?
gonnna force myself to
promise myself not to flunk any test

oh ya watch the movie Spanglish
sux can ~!
wasted our money
hmpf~!
if did not watch that movie in the first place
can spend the money go eat prata at simpang
hur hur
so broke this month
3 hours and 40 mins to 4 months
time really flies ya
hope we can always be so lovey-dovey
just have some doubts huh
nothing can be guranteen
maybe is the people around mi that affect wat i think ya
almost all my friends
after quite some time with their partners
they start to get sick of the relationship
and excuses will be heard
quarrels will be seen
there's a saying
new things are always better
is it true ?
Well i dunno
and dun wish to be bothered by it
so wat if my future lies in my hand
i cant predict it
famished mi
better go have my dinner

i may seem to be
within mi i questioned am i ?

ToNg ~ HuA*

2005-04-11T04:36:00.000+08:00

*T*o*N*g* ~ *H*u*A*
was out for the past three daes
went to dear's POP ( passing out parade)
so happy for him when he got his fire badget
finally we can spend more time together le huh
3 months? how much misses i have bear huh

Yesterdae nite was horrible
late for 3 hours can!!!!~
was fuming like hell
the place where i waited for dearie
had rats running here and there can
so grosh can~
luckily dearie made it when i was abt to leave

tong hua
our luv song
and this music of ours will neber be put to a full stop
right bbaby ?

lots to write but too lazy now
go tok to my preetty baby
update later

. .mEnIsTrUh. .

2005-04-07T07:21:00.000+08:00

G e Q I a n
filling my head
somehow this song made mi feel so down huh
maddy mi~
tried to think of happy songs
but somehow it just crept into my mind
i'm really insane
haha~

think wei lin going to go crazy
kept singing ge qian e whole dae
haha~!
cant help it
bear with it till i no longer like it k

dunno wat to write le
chaos

4eVa? I DoubT sO

2005-04-06T07:06:00.000+08:00

{4eVa? I DoubT sO}
4eva?
does it exist?
sometimes it made mi doubt so
maybe it do exist
but somehow it dun convince mi
that it does. . .
so when it come to an end
dun be too sad
just be glad that u once have it
isn't it better?
haha~
suddenly feel very emotional

BinG and Kenny?
had their friendship really come to an end
somehow i dun wish that it is true
hope time can heal their wounds/anger

start to fall in love with 'ge qian' this song
haiz~ dunno y. .
Morning till now
it has been echoing in my head

an jing :
wo hui xue zhi fang qi ni
shi ying wei wo tai ai ni

*melancholy*

--=The UnfiNisHed=--

2005-04-04T12:53:00.000+08:00

*11/03/05*
Happy Happy 3 months Anniversay
went to find dear after sparks
suppose to have dinner with his auntie
did not turn up at last
cause not enough time to rush there
Phew!~
was worrying that i dunno how to present
myself well and leave a bad impression huh

*20/03/05*
sparks again for the consecutive week
promise my sistaz le huh
so cant go back on my words
dearie complaining le
always go clubbing
know that he mean well
promise he that the next time i go club
will be the time i go with him
Got a new name for him
'pretty baby' haha
he claimed that i shld call him
handsome baby instead
but i think that pretty baby sound nicer
dun you think so?
Lao gong thankz for staying up
and wait for mi when u know i am not home yet
know that u cant sleep well w/o
knowing that i am home safely
i know that u care, for that
i will never let u go even more
All the things u had done will
be kept in my heart and never be forgotten
i do love you
lots!~

TimE ReVerSe ~

2005-04-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

Finally my internet is back~
so dammn long can
arggg!!
lots of things unsaid
this post will be a super lenghty one huh
as usual, sat i will be with my preetty babbby
no idea wat the hell wif mi man
kept falling sick
average 2 month once huh
blame on my luck or myself ? watever
well fortunate out of the misfortunate
is that i have dear to look after mi
was like a attitude princess ~
baby really value this love u shower mi
no doubt in u anymore. . .
u r the 1 . . only u

~tmE ReVerSe~

*26/02/05* 09.30pm

Had a small tiff with dearie
Felt so sorry for being so attitiude towards him
Cant stand myself for doing that
think a slap across myself is the only cure to my attitude huh
Luckily dearie was willingly to forgive mi
and did not reproach mi
Double muackz for ya
Can neber find another sweeter tahn ya

*03/03/05* 10.28pm
was sick e past 2 daes
feeling terrible can
had high fever
Silly dear
felt so bad for not
being able to take care of mi
and wanted to go and take MC
Appreciate that huh
Promise u that i will take very good care of myself right
see! I'm well now.
Finally got Sly poster + signature
=)
Yippee

*06/03/05*09.19pm
yesterdae was the worst nite between mi and dear
i dun want it and dun mean it
dunno wat's got into mi
Sat at the bus stop and reflected for 1 hour
was expecting him to look for mi.
disappointment all written over my face
when he did not turn up
cant blame him
it was my fault that cause all the happiness
ok where was i ?
ya at the bus stop
i sat there and imagine my life w/o dearie
set my heart in pain
then i realise how foolish i am for treating him bad
wanted so much to hug him and tell him
i am sorry
but pride get in the way
called him after i reached home
at first i was quite furious when he asked ' who r u?'
' we come to the end '
'that's it '
flooding my head
knew that he got drunk
that's y he dun recognise my voice huh
felt relieve
haha
when his friends let mi heart the conversation abt mi with him
it really touches mi deep down huh
it was then i comprehend how weighty i am in his heart
wun ever let u go k
will not find another lover
from the bottom of my heart
boy with u I'll be true
My beloved babyboi
Wang Hui Yang